Chapter 4 The Talk

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I look at the clock. 6:48. I still had a few more minutes before my talk with Chase. I didn't want to be too early or else he would think that I really wanted to talk to him. I mean I want to talk to him, but I don't. What if he's acts like a jerk, and makes fun of me like before? Fiona looks at me as Eve gets up to go back to her room, still blaring heavy metal like earlier.

"Kayla calm yourself! You look like you have to pee and don't know where the bathroom is! Just be yourself and you will do fine, see what he wants and leave; easy as pie." She sighed closing the door. I nodded, still shaking a little. I feel nauseas again, blood pounding in my ears and stomach churning.

"Kayla everything is going to be fine. Okay? He won't be mean to you. Keep positive thoughts in your head, the more negative they are the worse you're going to feel." Fiona says with a shake of her head.

"Yeah, you're right! I'm thinking way to negative." I smile, trying to believe myself. I look at the clock, 6:58 now. Man time flies by when you're flipping out about something. I get up and make my way to the hall where Chase is leaning on the wall waiting for me, I shut the door and look up.

"Hey," I try to smile but it probably looks more like a grimace.

"Hey Kayla, you're probably freaking out about what I want? Am I right?" he smirks. I say nothing and look at my feet.

"What are you bugging me for Chase? You just want to watch me sigh in defeat so you and Lexi can make fun of me. Then when you're done with that fun you can makeout in the bathroom,"

"Oh, you mean the hot blonde chick with her other semi hot friend that's always with her?"

"Ah, yeah!" I almost shout. I feel the jealousy burning inside of me. Chase just called Lexi hot, I mean I should feel nothing but I do.

"Man calm down I'm just here to talk, not fight." He says. But I can hear his voice getting louder he knew it to; we knew each other to well. We knew what to say to each other that would hurt one another. "Look I just wanted to say no hard feelings about what happened when we were younger, maybe we could be freinds?"

"I can't my mom would kill me Chase! So would your mom. You know that." I say. He nods. "I mean we can try to be friends but I can't promise you that we're going to be best friends like we used to."

"I know that I just want to see if we can try to be friends. I won't use your secrets against you and you won't with mine right?" he asked with a hopeful look in those dark brown eyes that I loved so much.

"Right and if one of us breaks that rule we go back to not talking to each other deal?" I ask.

"Deal," he smiles taking out his hand for me to shake. I put my hand in his, it's so warm, just like when we were kids. We quickly shake hands and let go, and just stand there in silence. "I better go, Kent and James are probably wondering where I'm at."

"Bye," I smile and go into my room. Where Fiona is sitting on her bed reading a book. "I know you where eavsdropping on our conversation."

"Oh come on you caught me red handed! But you and I both know I would do something like that so you shouldn't be surprised! So you guys are going to try to be friends! That's great, maybe it will turn into love then you guys will be dating and all of this..." I let her talk and I blocked her out with my thoughts. What if she was right what if we did start to date and hang out? Then Lexi would be jealous and hate me. I can see her now her hazel eyes staring me down. That would be great! But if she found out about us just talking she would flip her top for sure. I laugh to myself to the thought of her yelling at me, that would be so good to get on tape!

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