inseparable

.4.

°Dan's pov°
I stormed out from Phil's flat I could stand looking at him him, it's so stupid.

He is acting so fucking childish, like cut me some slack.. We aren't I kindergarten anymore for him to freak out over a tiny little change.

Ugh.

I went to Sally's house knowing her mum or dad wouldn't be home this week.

I walked down the streets turning and walking in silence

Why was Phil even acting this way? Everything has been going fine, but it all started changing when that Connor guy came in.

I was so mad and jealous with the thought of someone taking away my best friend.

I love Phil so so much.

A little too much, and sure I have thought about him as much more, but he thinks about me as a brother.

I just need to stop, I have Sally.

I l-like Sally?

I continued walking till I spotted get big brick house.

I walked to the front and knocked on her door.

She opened the door confused, but then smiled seeing it was just me.

She went in for a kiss.

Her lips felt empty on mine, they were rough and cold, they held no meaning.

"Hey baby, come in." She said giving me one last kiss on the lips.

I followed.

"Do you want to watch some telly or maybe just.." She trailed off going in to kiss me again.

"Oh uhm do you want to watch anime?" I said turning my head and distancing myself.

"Anime??" She asked me having no clue in what I was speaking.

"Isnt that like little Japanese kid cartoons? That only weirdos watch?" She scoffed rolling her eyes showing no interest

"Oh uhm yeah, Phil and I would always watch food wars" I said smiling at the memory of us sitting down with some cereal and enjoying our show.

"I don't like that Phil guy You always hang around. He's so geeky and almost gay like" she said getting up to retrieve the control for the telly.

"He's really nice if you get to know him you know, he's the reason I came here" I said my eyes going to hers.

"What do you mean?" She asked me while flipping through the channels.

"Well we got into an altercation over the stupidest thing ever. Like it was so pointless and he's so annoying all of a sudden" I said getting mad by just the thought of it all.

"Honestly I don't know what you ever saw in him as a friend. He's so ugly and ughh he's such a twat" She said scooting next to me and giving my lips a kiss.

"Danny baby.. promise me you won't speak to him anymore." She pleaded.

I couldn't think about anything good. My mind just kept bringing me back to the fight and it angered me more and more.

I just don't understand Phil.. He's acting like some one else.

I hate it so much.

I dislike Phil.

Sally grabbed my arm and lead me upstairs. I followed hoping she would take my mind of Phil.
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°Phil's pov*
I sat there.
Cold, exasperated, mad, and depressed.

I was angry at myself, at Dan, at everyone really.

I was feeling faint yet awake.

I was alone with myself.

My mum hadn't gotten home, no one was home.

But to be honest my brother hadn't been here in two months. And my dad had left us a year ago.

Said he couldn't "take the life he was living here."

It was just my mum, Dan and I

Now it seems to only be me.

I got up starting to clean my mess, my intentions hurt a lot. The pain was unbearable, but it distracted me from Dan, so at the end of the night it felt great.

After cleaning up the last bit of blood on the sink I walked to my bedroom.

I saw I had 60 missed calls.. from the hospital?

I called back hurriedly.

My breath began to hitch, my brain began to fill up with thoughts.

I was having a panic attack.

"Yes hello, is this Phil lester?" I heard a lady ask.

"Y-yes, what a going on? Why did you call me? What's wrong ? Please please answer" I cried out.

Tears brimming my eyes. I was only thinking the worse.

"Your mum, she's been in a car crash, and I'm afraid she's dead, I'm so sorry " The lady said in a voice so lightly.

My eyes began to pour down everything I've been holding in.

My mouth couldn't seem to make any type of sentences but could only make out screams.

My breathing felt light and were no use.

I felt like I was dying, it's the type of feeling when everything aches emotionally and physically, and there's nothing you can do about it, absolutely nothing. My heart couldn't best without an ache following right after. My brain felt as if it had broken in half.

I can't no I can't I can't I can't.

I began to scream and pull at my hair feeling frustrated.

I fell to the floor to cry out and let everything out, but suddenly letting everything out became impossible because right when I thought I had lost the pain more pain reappeared.

It was an endless cycle.

I just I-I need Dan..

Before I knew it I has blacked out, leaving me on the floor looking lifeless.
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