inseparable

.7.

It's been two years since I'd last seen Dan.

It was two years ago that my mum had passed away.

It was two years ago that my heart had been broken and I had been lost.

It was two years ago that I moved in with my dad.

It was two years ago that I decided to pick up a camera and started to upload daily videos.

And in those two years I felt like I've started to become in control of my life again.

The first night I spent with my dad I felt welcomed but not fully at home.

But over the years we're built a good relationship. I came out to him as bi a year ago and he accepted it and loved me even more for trusting him.

Life was so good at the moment.

The third week of staying at my dad's I felt bored and alone since I was home schooled now, so I decided to take a few pounds out of my bank to buy a camera and some lights.

I began to upload videos of me and what I had done and talk about random stories that had happened to me on the tube or on the streets.

It was fun to do something just to take my mind Away from my problems.

Although I wasnt 100% happy I was at least 30% happier then I had been two years ago that one night.

It still hurt but I could control it now. The more I was away from Dan the more it became easier for me to distance myself and carry on without him.

I decided to make a video of me predicting my future.

I had gotten the cards from my grandma and decided to try it out

"My grandma was a psychic woman and apparently she's passed the gift to me, so let's look into my future. I'm going to do the following month, so in hoping this month will be good.. before this month it's the nine of cups reversed, before this month I was vain, complacent, over sentimental, and careless and I have neglected my partner. Currently, the three of swords; currently I'm entering the dangerous three way relationship.. Where heartache is inevitable for one participant or more minus surgery is possible. That doesn't sound good made my wisdom teeth are really hurting right now" I said continuing.

"The future, the knight of one's so some guy is going to have a big impact, an energetic warrior, he has a hasty personality, and he's very quick to love or hate. Hmm interesting, I'm glad it wasn't like.. death.. uhm okay I'm gonna go eat some.. crisps" I said unsure

"That's the first thing that came to my head, no I'm going to go change the world in ways you could not believe" I smiled

"Bye" I waved goodbye and turned off my camera.

I shook my head laughing at myself.

I clicked upload and it began on its journey on to the internet.

I felt sleepy yet it was only 5:00 in the afternoon. So I began to go on for a walk just to keep me awake a little.

°Dan's Pov°
I sat at the end of my bed scrolling through videos on YouTube since I wanted to know who was a worthy enough youtuber to give me some editing tips.

I stumbled on a few good youtubers who seemed to know how to make good videos.

There was girl named "Catrific" and I was just about to send her a message on some tips when somehow I saw someone on my recommendation thingy.

His name was "amazingphil" hmm kind of like Phil.. My phil.

I clicked on his account and my eyes almost fell out at what was right in front of me. Phil had a youtube channel and uploaded videos. His recent one is called "Robot death machine" which was uploaded an hour ago.

Oh.My.God

I decided to watch it, and he seemed smiley almost as if everything in life was going great for him.

I'm glad he isn't suffering, buy I'm also sad that I still am.

I commented something.

"Hey do you have any editing tips? Your editing seems pretty cool? :D" and with that I clicked send.

I went back to watching his other videos and to catch up because his first one was made 3 weeks before he moved in with someone.

I still had no idea where he was located, but I didn't want him freaking out over the fact that I, Dan Howell, his old best friend that had left him decided to send a message. So I kept it cool and just asked him a question and nothing else although I was eager too.

While watching some of his older videos I got a message.

"Why hello Daniel. Thank you very much I do have some tips I could share although I suck :/ lol" I read. My smile grew wider.

I love him so much.

We began to get into a conversation. I was scared he would freak out over the fact I was the Dan who was a bad friend to him years ago.

"Do you have Skype?" He said.

"Uhh yes, yes I do" I said hesitantly not knowing what would happen as soon as we got into that face call.

"Cool mine is totallynotamazingphil" he said I bursted out laughing.

"Wowie that's so creative." I said sarcastically which I'm guessing he got

"Shut up and add me" he said
"Ooo feisty" I Said

"Gooooo Dan"

I hurried and added him.

"Totallynotamazingphil wants to face call" it read on my screen as soon as I added him.

I declined.

And instead texted him a warning.

"Phil I really want to talk to you, seriously, but I'm someone I don't think you want to see" I said

"Awr, Dan if you're ugly I'm okay with that. You're my friend now" he said

"No Phil seriously. I can't face call you."

"Dan why are you being like this? I just want to face call" Phil texted back.

So I did the only thing I could
"Philly" I texted him hoping he would realize who this is.

"Yes Danny? Yay we're giving each other nicknames now" he replied

What the fuck? Does he not know? You know what here goes nothing.

I decided to face call him.

He replied and as I saw his face I wanted to cry, my little Philly was there he was there making eye contact with me although it was from a computer screen.

He stood frozen not knowing what to say.

"Dan i- I why ? Why are you coming back now?" He asked me.

"I found you on my recommendations.. I didn't know you had a youtube channel" I let out truthfully.

With that we stayed looking at each other as if admiring one another.
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