°Dan's pov°
"I loved tonight" Phil spoke, his words were gentle and it felt like sitting down by the fireplace while drinking hot cocoa.
"I did too, but not only because we ate but because tonight is going to get even more special" I said gently swaying around.
Phil and I were dancing delicately in each others arms, his hands were wrapped around my neck while mine were firmly on his waist holding him close
Give me love by Ed Sheeran was playing quietly but loud enough for us to comprehend the lyrics.
"How so?" Phil spoke into my ear as he had gotten close, which made his breath tickle my ear.
"How about I show you instead of explaining it" I said giving him a gentle kiss
I kissed him softly trying to get the taste of his lips, they tasted of blueberries from the dessert he had eaten at the restaurant. I wanted his touch to linger on my body never allowing the tingling feeling to ever leave, My hands moved up to his face to gently touch his cheeks and then proceed up to his hair, I twirled and played with his black fringe never letting his lips leave mine.
"I love you" I whispered against his lips, and I meant those three words, I meant them a lot.
I could feel Phil smile before continuing to kiss me but leaning it more and more as if it were possible.
I stopped and looked at him, trying to admire every piece of him, his dark black fringe, his blue eyes that seemed to glow more and more filling with love as he stared back at me, his arms and pale body was just the most valuable thing ever, I almost didn't want to touch him, it was as if he were the most expensive thing ever at a museum. His lips were pink and a tint of red because of our lips together caused the colour to change a bit.
"You're a pretty boy Howell" Phil spoke up unexpectedly
I blushed at his words because I knew he was speaking his thoughts.
"im Your pretty boy" I said and with that Phil kissed me harder, he grabbed me by the waist and pushed me down, instead of lust filling his eyes it was love and only love.
Phil took his shirt off and went down to kiss me, I allowed him to kiss my neck and instead of feeling invaded I felt safe and sound.
"You make me feel some type of way" I whispered in his ear and he asked me to take my shirt off wanting my approval.
He took it off and I looked at him wanting his lips against mine and for them to never leave.
"Phil I want you to know that I want you and I need you because I love you, not just for pleasure" I said kissing at his pale shoulders making him shudder against my touch.
His eyes were darker but they managed to still shine.
He kissed me making my arms fill with goosebumps, I unbuttoned his jeans and looked up at him, he nodded and I slid down his jeans.
We didn't have sex but we made love and that's the thing about being able to make love to the person you most care about, because every second is special even if it's just helping them take their clothes of and kissing them every time an item is removed just to make them feel the love you share with them.
Phil kissed me down to my tip and made me feel something words could not describe and I did the same to him not missing any spot just so I could hear him make music.
The words he spoke sounded perfect with the loving tone his voice expressed.
He entered me and all the missing spots in my heart were suddenly filled and I couldn't feel more complete, it hurt a bit but all of it was suddenly beginning to make me feel as if I were levitating.
Phil covered me with his cum and even after he took it out, the missing pieces were all complete because Phil was inside me maybe not physically anymore but emotionally.
Phil played beside me, we were both breathless and we could feel everything start to set as we just stared at the ceiling.
"You, you're something else" Phil said giving me gentle kisses on my bare shoulder.
"Is that a good thing?" I cheekily asked back
"Shut up and kiss me" phil attached his lips to mine and his hands were on my bare hips squeezing slightly.
We parted but we were still close in each others arms, and at this moment I couldn't help but just smile at what had just occurred, The stars outside the open window seemed to shine more brighter tonight, the cold windy London breeze didn't feel so cold but instead felt relaxing and comforting.
"You make me feel like I'm actually worth something, and you've made me see the world the way you do, beautiful and full of life" I paused for a moment and breathed out
"Thank you Phil, thank you for everything because if it weren't for you, I would be lost and maybe not even standing here" I said lying my head on his chest
Phil pressed a kiss to the top of my head and without saying anything he rubbed circles on my arm and we enjoyed each others presence because at this moment nothing mattered because Phil was beside me and that's the only relevant thing happening to me, and oh how I loved this feeling.
I love Phil lester.
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A/n: I'm so sorry this took me ages to post but I was having trouble because I didn't want to just write smut you know what I mean? But I hope you enjoyed this chapter.
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