°Phil's pov°
Thursday and Friday we're both very fast passing days, they were almost a blur. All I could sum up was a lot of staring coming from Niall and Dan but both from different reasons, since only Niall knew the truth, and Harry would be extra cuddly lately.
I almost felt bad for not being intimate with him. I didn't know how to though, I wanted to save it for the right person, what if Harry wasn't that person? What would I do then?
I was sitting in one of my lounge chairs reading a book. I had my glasses on so that I could give my eyes a rest and I had Dan's sweatpants and hoodie that I had yet to return.
But his scent remained on the objects almost haunting me in mockery that Dan wasn't by my side at that moment. I felt so warm in his clothes it felt so, right?
I continued reading a few pages before hearing the bell rang, then a knock right after. I sat the book down on my coffee table and got up walking slowly and taking my patience while going to grab the door.
I opened it only to be welcome with a friendly blonde lad, "Hey, Harry told me were you lived. I told him I had to give back a book", Niall said giving me a small smile which I returned.
"Youre welcome anytime now since you know my adress"I said in a sarcastic manner.
Niall and I had gotten very close to our conversation on Wednesday. He seemed to understand but still thought I should come free.
I walked him to my lounge area, and he took a seat whilst looking over to see what book I had been digging into.
"Hmm to kill a mockingbird, nice one" He said before turning to me and just smiled before asking me if I wanted to just chill. I agreed and we went into the kitchen to make some snacks.
"Lets get some chocolate and pretzels also popcorn" Niall said filling his hands with all the bags he had found in my pantry, "Okay and for drinks do you maybe want to be a bit healthy and have some cold iced water?" I asked him which he agreed to.
We sat down putting down everything before submerging our full attention to the show. We were watching sponge Bob having a competition on who knew more episodes.
So I found it on netflix and and started from season one episode one until one or us would say we didn't recognize to episode that's when the other person would win since they knew more episodes.
"I'm telling you it's the one where they make a bubble friend" I told him pushing him slightly while stuffing my mouth with pretzels.
"Oh yeahhhh, and then like they all confess they're little secret friends" Niall said laughing, at the moment we were both still in the game since we had recognized all the episodes so far.
We were laughing when Niall pointed out my outfit looking at it more intently.
"Is that yours?" He asked me Ponting at the hoodie and sweatpants.
"No,they're someone else's" I told him truthfully hoping he would just forget it and move on into the game.
"I've known Harry for such a long while and I've slept over at his house plenty times, and never ever have I seen him own or wear any of that" Niall said his eyebrows furrowed before letting his emotions relax.
"Oh, it's Dan's" He said shaking his head. "Phil I think you should follow your heart and tell Harry the truth, you'll hurt him more if you tell him when it's too late. What will happen when he wants to he intimate and you guys end up going fully, how will you feel after ?" Niall asked me trying to make me understand, but I always had something to say.
"We're cute together so maybe we are meant for each other. He is my boyfriend so I'll be feeling happy after" I told him knowing how wrong I was.
"She Harry tells you He loves you what are you going to reply with?" Niall asked me finally crossing the line with my thoughts.
I stared at him for a solid 2 minutes, "leave, please" I told him while I stood up.
"Its a question phil" Niall said convincing me to confess.
But I refused I answer the question. "Leave now Niall" I told him wanting him and everyone gone, I wanted to be alone.
Niall grabbed his jacket and looked at me once more "The truth will have to be said and heard one of these days" Niall said before opening and leaving me there with mixed emotions running wild through my head.
I was fully aware of what I had to do but I'm not going to, Harry is such a great friend I can't just break his heart like Dan did to me when I liked him. I got up and went to the bathroom and turned the shower on, I needed to get my thoughts out and taking a warm shower would definitely help, and once I'm out going into Dan's hoodie would help me sleep better.
I turned the water on and stripped out my clothes taking Dan's hoodie slowly off me not wanting to stop the feeling of being protected
I took it off and got into the shower but then thought it would be better to take a bath and just relax, so I did just that I filled the water all the way to the top and put some of my spider man bath bubbles inside to mix with my water.I got in and put my head back at how amazing the water felt. When I heard someone downstairs. I was puzzled because my dad was working all day today just like any other day.
"Dad!" I called out hoping he would answer back but he didn't. "Phil?" The voice from downstairs called.
I got shivers down my back just by that person saying my name. "Phil" it got closer for me to know it was Dan.
He opened the bathroom door and looked at me wide eyed and just stood there. "Uhm I could lea-" Dan said his face was bright red and he was giving me a small smile.
"What are you doing here?" I asked him acting completely normal until I realized I had two of his belongings and I was wishing he came to ask for something else.
"I came back for my hoodie and sweatpants" He said
"Oh"
"Yeah sorry I just, yeah okay take them" I sad not hiding the fact I was a little disappointed." I took a breath in blushing at how I might of made it obvious that I really wanted to keep it."I would take it but," Dan said "But then I wouldn't be happy knowing that you aren't, plus you look really cute in it and I love seeing you in it" Dan said giving a small warm chuckle.
"Thanks, seriously" I told him still feeling awkward since I was naked and the only thing keeping him from seeing me naked was water.
"Oooo you have the Spiderman one? I have the sponge Bob one" Dan said laughing which made me laugh harder.
I shaked my head at the idiot in front of me my favourite idiot. "So I guess I'll leave you to your bath" Dan said walking out
"Bye, I guess" I said holding back myself from inviting him to stay, but I had Harry and that's the only guy who should be in my head.
And with that I continued my shower.
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