inseparable

.11.

°Phils pov°
I left school feeling anxious and deprived from anything at the moment, but I hoped that at the end of the date I would feel loved and appreciated.. I really do hope so.

I got to the place and stared at it, the place seemed full with many young and middle aged people were hanging around. The lights seemed dim and the atmosphere was relaxed and full of chatter around different tables.

I looked around scanning to see if I could find Harry anywhere. That's when I saw him he looked welcoming and happy to be there sitting and waiting till I arrived.

I was anticipated with so many thoughts about what he would want to talk about and everything just started to seep into my brain.

He saw me and had the biggest smile ever painted on his face. "Phil! Over here" Harry said and I just kind of walked slowly to where he was.

"Hey Harry, this place looks really nice. Quite fancy really, could have just gone to McDonald's but that's cool" I said rambling.

He gave a nervous chuckle and stood up getting the chair for me to sit down. "Phil I wanted to make this special you know? Just us here sitting and enjoying each other's presence" Harry said giving me a sweet smile.

"Lol okay. Thank you for this" I said pointing to the table and everywhere else.

"No problem seriously, I have something to ask you which is why I brought you here" Harry told me looking anxiously at his pocket.

"Uhmmm, and what could that be?" I said putting a hand on my neck and looking down at the table.

That's when I saw Dan walking in with his family. They were probably here to have a nice dinner or something as Well. He saw me and lead his family a little closer to where I was sitting.

"I was wondering if you could be my boyfriend" Harry spoke getting a something out of his pocket, it was a blue velvet box and inside there was a necklace with a heart on it.

At that moment my heart was about to leave my body, my sweat was drenching my face. I was frozen in shock and I just didn't know what to say. So I thought.

Harry is an amazing friend and I love him I really do, what if he's the one I've been missing to making my life complete? What if he's the one I'm looking for so I can have a happy ending? I smiled at Harry and I grabbed his hand.

"I would love to be your boyfriend" I told him, his smile was out so big and bright and at that moment he looked so happy and over joyed. He stood up making his way to the back of my chair to put my necklace on me.

Dan was staring at me tears in his eyes, but he just clenched his jaw and I saw him excuse himself.

Harry pressed his lips on my temple, and he smiled at me.

"How about we get out of here, yeah? Maybe go my house and relax?" Harry offered.

"How about my house, my dad isn't home" I told him feeling pumped I would have a friend by my side.

"Okay let's go" Harry said grabbing my hand and leaving £50 pounds on the table.

On our way out of the restaurant I bumped into Dan, his eyes were looking red and just tired. I gave him a worried look and he just shook his head but he managed to give me a smile.

On our way to my house Harry kept on grabbing my thigh which distracted me from the road.

"You look so hot you know?" Harry asked me. I gasped not knowing how to respond to that, and I did the stupidest thing ever, more like said.

"Yeah, your mums hot" I said, he stopped and looked at me confused.

"Y-you know because like she had you and you're hot" I nervously laughed not knowing what I had just said.

"Oh Hahahahaha" his laugh being heard everywhere in the car.

"Youre weird" Harry Said
"But you're my wierdo" and he pressed a kiss to my cheek while grabbing my hand.

We intertwined fingers. His were rough and not soft. They didn't make me feel special and loved, it felt more like a brother or a simple friend grabbing my hand for support not love.

I looked at him before saying " we're here, uhm let's go" I told him rushing him like a little kid.

We walked in hand in hand and I let go for a second grabbing the keys to my house. I opened the door and Harry pushed me in.

"I've always wanted to have rough sex, you know? One of my fantasies" Harry spoke kissing me, I kissed back and let my hands roam free on his body.

This was too soon, but I felt it was right.

He took my shirt off and looked at me with lust.

"Youre so hot Phil" he let out his breath becoming hitched and getting caught in his throat.

"Thanks, you are too" I said, I felt forced and tears begin brimming my eyes.

"Phil are you okay?" Harry asked me stopping and I ran out.

I let my feet lead me wherever. And I ended up in someone foot steps.

I knocked and I got a worried greeting, "Philly are you okay ?" Dan hugged me tightly and desperately.

"N-no I'm not" I sobbed, I had gotten a panic attack due to my anxious ways.

Dan brought me in, hugging and never letting me go once.

"Its okay baby, my parents aren't here so you can stay over, there out of town which is why we went for dinner one last time before they left" Dan informed me, he never let go rubbing little circles on my back.

I felt love and it was love love not brother love not just friend love, but love love.

His warm touch radiated off into my cold shivering one. I felt safe and protect but mostly I felt the love Dan felt for me.

"D-dan p-please don't l-leave m-me" I cried to him, his eyes looked sad and I couldn't even begin to explain how much care his eyes had for me.

"I wasn't planning on it" Dan said giving my forehead a kiss. He snuggled me into him. He hugged me walking upstairs with him before I calmed down a bit.

"Here, I have some jammies you can wear tonight, because I'll assume the clothes you're wearing now would he uncomfortable to sleep in" he said

"I'll turn around if you want me to" Dan said.

"You don't have to, unless you want to" I said looking at him shyly and broken.

I took my shirt off and replaced it with Dan's soft hoodie, I took my jeans off and put on his black sweatpants, the whole time Dan looked at me with awe and love, not lust or anything sexual.

"There, better?" Dan asked me before continuing.

"Its late baby, we need sleep. Tonight I can sleep in the guest bedroom and you can sleep here" Dan told me his voice sounding protective.

"Dan, could you sleep with me.. Tonight" I said my voice cracking at the thought of Dan leaving me while I was most vulnerable although he would just be down the hall.

"I'd be glad to" Dan said laying beside me. His green apple scent filling my nose filling my heart and body with a warm caring feel to it.

Dan looked at me, and I nodded knowing what he wanted to do, which was cuddle me.

Dan put an arm around my waist pulling me in and I put my hand under his arm holding him close.

"Goodnight Philly, remember that I won't let you go, ever" Dan said beginning to fade into a deep sleep, I did the same when I heard him whisper.

"God how I love you Phil" and kissed my forehead once more.

And together we slept like we've never slept before, peace and relaxation. With not a thought in my head, other then how grateful I was to have Dan back.
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A/n: that was a filler for today! I won't be posting anything else for today since I really want to take some time to relax and watch some anime with my cousin :)

Thank you so much for the people who read and vote and leave opinions on this story :)) I am very grateful for every single one of you.

I love you my honeybees.