inseparable

.12.

°Dan's pov°
I woke up beside some one all to familiar, Phil looked so tired yet happy. I stared at him moving strands of his hair away from his angelic face. I looked at the way his eyes shut.. He had bags under his eyes from lack of sleep. His lips looked so pink and kissable, they looked like a drug I could get addicted to and never get a cure.

I looked at my alarm clock it was 5:46 A.M. it would only take a few minutes for Phil to naturally wake up.

Today was Wednesday, I loved Wednesday's because you're sort of in between the week and it's pretty damn cool, plus the prettiest sunsets went down on Wednesday's and to add on to it a beautiful Angel was laying right beside me in my arms at this very moment.

I tried to take in Phil's prescience as much as I could, because I was afraid that once he woke up he would be confused and Maybe even call last night an accident.

I kept my stare on him wanting to freeze this moment and stay here forever.

Phil opened his eyes making mine get lost in his majestic blue eyes that I adored so much. He looked at me and gave me a small smile.

"Hey" I told him, he was still intertwined with me, body's pressed delicately.

"Hey, have you just woken up now? Or have you been staring at me?" Phil asked giving me a warm smile.

"I couldn't handle looking at you sleep, haha that sounds creepy but it's the truth.

Phil then realized our position, and let go of me. "I'm sorry, I have a boyfriend.. I shouldn't be here" he spoke with hurt in his voice.

"Phil, we didn't do anything. This isn't really considered cheating, sure it's unusual and maybe a little wrong, but I love you" I said before gasping and putting a hand over my mouth.

"I love Harry Dan." He spoke, "but thank you so much for last night, seriously" he said getting up and collecting his clothes from the chair in my room.

"No problem.. it was no hassle. Do you mind me asking why exactly you came crying yesterday? I didn't want to he asking yesterday because I didn't want to be reminding you, but you're calm now so please tell me" I told him.. I longed for an answer. Why was he so afraid?

"Harry and I were just, we were doing something" he spoke, "but I don't want to talk about it" he shook his head.

"Did he hurt you?" I asked him looking at him desperately to answer truthfully.

"Dan, Harry loves me.. He would never" he told me with hesitation in his voice, "I got to go, see you at school, but once again thank you" and with that Phil walked out my room.

I looked down at my hands, tears threatening to fall. I loved Phil so so much, he made my heart skip a beat every time he layed his all too familiar bright eyes on me, but lately his eyes haven't been bright they've been grey-ish they didn't have that vibrant colour they had back then, when we were together.

I looked out the window not knowing how I would start the day when I had just gotten my heart broke a little just now.

°Phil's pov°

I walked back home, I didn't know what to expect for Harry to tell me today. I was scared not going to lie, what if he calls me worthless or useless for not wanting to have sex with him.

I didn't want to feel all those horrible things, I didn't want to be reminded of what I already knew.

I walked in, the house was vacant of anyone. I looked inside the kitchen and saw two stickies

"Hey son, there's money on the counter if you want to go out and eat with someone or just shop, dad. Xxxx" I smiled at the note, before throwing it away in the bin.