°Phil's pov°
It was a cold Wednesday morning. I had gone out to see my mum yesterday.Yesterday I felt so bare and vulnerable I couldn't even stand up.
I was in bed all tucked in at the moment. I felt so lonely and just plain awful.
I was weak.
I layed there not wanting to relive any of the things that had happened two days ago or yesterday.
I didn't want to go on like this. I wanted to disappear, and it's not like anyone cared because no one else is here for me no one else wants to see a loser like me. A pathetic person like me.
I closed my eyes tears falling once again. My eyes burned with the sensation, I was so tired of crying I wanted it to stop.
I couldn't do anything but hope for the worst.
°Dan's pov°
Last night I had a good night surprisingly.Sally really knows how to make me feel somewhat good, but not as good as Phil makes me feel by just being in my presence.
I was home getting ready to begin a new day. I was ready to talk to Phil and listen.
I was mad at him sure, but I wanted to know why he was mad and why he was acting like a complete jerk.
I had just finished straightening my hair and begin to go downstairs for breakfast.
I saw my mum, she was cooking some eggs and setting up two plates.
"Daniel? I thought you would be at Phil's home.." She said paying the least attention to me while she continued to cook.
"Oh uhm yeh.. I decided to have breakfast with you guys today" I said hoping she wouldn't ask any more questions.
"Oh, guess I'll have to make another plate for you, since I wasn't expecting this" she continued to talk about whatever.
I sat down looking at my breakfast. I was so weirded out by the atmosphere, nothing felt the same obviously. Although this is my home it didn't feel like it without Phil next to my side.
Once I was done with it all I looked at the clock and hurried off.
"Mum I'm don't may I be excused?" I asked not wanting to sound rude since it is bad to just leave the table.
"Yes yes, go on" she said whilst going back to talking to my brother.
I got up and left my plate on the sink.
And with that I was out the door.
I had began my walk and decided to take a different path to school.
I had taken a road that would lead me to Phil's home on the way, maybe just maybe I could catch him leaving so in can join him.
I walked past his home seeing the place looked so alone and not well taken care of.
It seemed as if the whole place was vacant of anyone or anything.
But the only thing in mind was "where is Phil?"
I looked around trying to find a sign of Phil.
But nothing, I just shook my head. Maybe he had gone of earlier then usual, or maybe he was just running late which would be strange since Phil has the weirdest habit of waking up at random times really early.
I began to walk once again, this time I had one final destination,
School.
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°Phil's pov°
I was still in bed, I had no energy to move and I was trying to find the energy to at least breath.
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Fanfiction"Youre pathetic" his words were harsh but he wasn't wrong. "I know"