°Phil's pov°
I drove to the park, I was nervous and still a bit flustered at the thought I would have to actually have a conversation with Dan obtaining the topic I didn't want to keep talking about with him or anyone.
I got there and I saw Dan sitting on a swing looking at the ground swinging effortlessly.
He looked so soft and just really adorable. I took my eyes of parking my car and taking off the key to turn off the engine.
He looked up, and suddenly I was forgetting how to breath, although his eyes were just brown.. they looked warm and welcoming they had a glint of shine to them, making them my favourite colour.
I walked towards him never taking my eyes off his, when I tripped.
I heard him laughing loudly before running to me just kidding he walked towards me, slowly. "Are you okay?" He asked while holding back a giggle.
"Yes I'm stupid is all, this is the second time I fall, god" I said shaking my head, my face getting red from embarrassment.
"Falling for me" Dan winked before realising what he said and apologising since I was giving him a knowing look.
We Walked to the swings together just chatting about the sun and it's beauty.
We sat down looking into the far distance, but I felt eyes on me and I turned around to see Dan smiling at me I couldn't help but smile back.
"Phil I'm sorry you know?" He began looking down once more looking sadly at his worn out black shoes.
"Dan it's just-" I began before Dan shushed me, I nodded for him to continue.
"I'm sorry for acting stupid, I'm sorry for dating a girl I had only known for a fucking day, he chuckled a bit, and I'm sorry for letting you down. You're my best friend and I only want you to be beside me for everything and anything" Dan said looking at me with a sincere little smile.
"Were" I said looking at a tree that was moving slowly following the wind.
"Were?" He asked me his lips were chapped so beautifully, but at the same time I wanted to buy him loads of chap sticks.
"Yes Dan you were my best friend not anymore, but I'm willing to become friends with you once more" I said not finishing before having Dan intervene.
"Really?! Omg thank you thank you thank you!" Dan cheered, before I continued looking regretful knowing that would I would say next would put him in a slump
"No Dan, we'll be friends when I'm ready to talk to you again, when I'm ready to fully embrace your presence" I said looking at him right into his soft brown eyes.
"I understand, but when will that be?" He asked me getting closer.
"I-I know know. But when I do I'll go straight to you, okay?" I asked him hoping this wouldn't make him sad in anyway.
"Yes, I'm really happy you're letting me go back into your life" He let out with hope in his voice
"Yeah... well that's all I really wanted to talk about" I said looking at him awkwardly. My eyes wanted to look into his eyes but they kept going back on to his lips.
I looked at the sunset.
"Its so beautiful, warm, and loving.. Oh how I wish I could stare at it forever" I breathed out
"I know the feeling" Dan whispered, I turned and saw he had him been looking at me.
I blushed, knowing he was talking about me.
"Sorry" he whispered once more his voice getting deeper.
"Its fine, I think we should go home, but to our own obviously" I laughed a little getting up from my swing seat.
"Uhm could you maybe give me a ride?" Dan asked me looking so innocent.
"Yeah, let's go" I told him walking beside him.
We got into the car and gave the swing seats one more look before turning the engine on and heading home.
"Okay so where exactly do you live?" I asked glancing at him for a second.
" 125 Mulberry St" He said.
" Hey! That's down the street from where I live. Are you the family that had trucks outside your house today? I asked him.
"Yeah how did you know?" He asked me
"I passed that house while on my way to school" I told him hoping he wouldn't think I was a creep of some sort.
"Ah, I know what you mean" He said.
And with that I drove with silence.. looking at him between some parts.
"Here we are" I told him Ponting at his house.
"Thank you so much, see you tomorrow?" He asked me looking into my eyes.
"Yeah, but don't expect anything.. I might not talk to you tomorrow or the rest of this week" I told him fighting the urge to just lean in and kiss him.
"I know, just know that I hope you don't feel pressured to talk to me, although I really want you to, come to me if you need anything, seriously" Dan told me with a soft tone to his voice.
"Yeah, we'll see about that" I told him before unlocking the car door.
I looked ahead for a mere second then turned to goodbye to Dan. He looked so pretty with the sun kind of gone but still there making Dan's beautiful features stand out
"Goodbye" I told him not knowing how long it would take for me to press my lips on his soft yet chapped lips.
"Bye phil, I love you" Dan whispered the last part, but I gladly still heard it and I smiled.
"Bye Dan, I'll see you tomorrow" I said before waving one last time and heading up the road to find a vacant house.
I got home and shut the door. I breathed in knowing and all of it just now hitting me. I had talked to Dan my maybe favourite person, haha.
But you hate Dan, he left you, he doesn't care about you and he will never ever ever care.
I looked down, my thoughts are eating me and making my self esteem die down. I wanted to curl up in a ball but decided to the best thing I could do, ignore my thoughts.
I grabbed a pop tart since they always make my inside smile haha.
I turned the telly on and relaxed into the couch, and as soon as I knew it as soon as I really winked in and forgot my thoughts, my eyes began to sting from sleepiness, and with that I fell asleep.
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