inseparable

.17.

°Phil's pov°

I knew I had left Dan puzzled and I didn't like leaving him alone with his own thoughts, but I seriously didn't want Harry feeling heart broken.. he was too lovely to be left feeling like that, but then again so was Dan.

I walked off to art class wanting to fill my thoughts with what I should paint next, I had been artist blocked for a while.. I don't really know if that's a thing but it's kind of like writers block but for artists haha. I looked ahead of me, but everyone was blurry and not really in sight since I was in my own head thinking and planning my new assignment, and that's when I bump into someone.

"Oh my gosh! I'm so sorry, I didn't meant to" the boy with the brown hair and blue eyes told me looking around and kind of reassembled the sponge Bob meme, and I laughed

"Its fine, my name is Phil by the way" I spoke to him with such kindness and happiness filling my voice.

"I'm Louis! I'm new here, and I'm quite lost" Louis said looking around with a curious confused expression plastered on his face.

"Oh dear! Well I can surely help you with that" I to him grabbing him by the wrist and showing him to a few classes.

"Ooo this is such a beautiful school, it's so big and oh my.. I'm going to surely get lost" he looked around desperately and dramatically

I laughed at him, I liked this Louis guy he could defiantly be my mate. I was showing Louis around when I bumped into Harry.

"Hey Phil" Harry spoke looking at me trying to figure out who Louis was

"He's new, his names Louis" I told Harry and his mouth open not really saying anything

"Well I've got to keep showing him around so I'll see you later!" I told Harry and gave him a hug and Louis gave him an awkward wave and smiled at Harry

Once we were gone and at a fair distance away from Harry Louis spoke up,

"He's really cute, is there any way you could maybe make Larry happen?" Louis said blushing and hiding his face.

"He's my boyfriend" I told Louis and I felt so weird and bad just telling him that

"Oh" Louis said with a low voice, "silly me, I'm sorry" Louis said before starting to part away from me

"Louis don't leave, you didn't know, and this might sound horrid but I'm in love with someone else" I said and right after I had said that Dan walked by giving me a smile

"Hey Phil, what are you up to?" Dan asked me and I just gave him a smile and looked down

"I'm showing Louis around, he's new. Thanks for asking Dan" I told him and I couldn't help but get redder by the second

"So that's Dan" I heard Louis whisper, and I smacked his arm and I gave him a knowing look

"Sorry" he whispered back as if Dan weren't standing right there seeing us fight

Dan cleared his throat and gave me one last smile and left without saying another word.

"I can tell why you like him, he looks like he likes you back" Louis said nudging me, but then stopped

"What about Harry though? Is he like your toy or something?" Louis said looking at me with a face of disgust

"No no no, I would never. He asked me out and I could see the happiness in his eyes, and I said yes" I told him looking defeated

"Wow, when are you going to tell him?" Louis asked me with the same facial expression

"I can't" I said not knowing how to explain it all.

"Well that's tragic, Harry should be with someone that likes him like he likes them" Louis said before starting on a different topic

But I couldn't do anything but ponder what Louis had just said to me, and the truth behind his words.

I continued the tour and I helped him figure things out and to understand how it all worked.

"Thanks for everything mate" Louis said giving me a slight smile before looking down at the books he was carrying within his arms.

"Yeah, I'll see you around.. I have to go" I said feeling uncomfortable and I just felt tension rising upon us, and Louis seemed to nice to just ruin a friendship in the making.

"I guess, have fun with Harry tonight" Louis said
"Dont break his heart" Louis said at the end giving me a scolding like look but nothing to serious.

"I won't" I said starting to walk away, before turning one last time and smiled to myself seeing him walk away. I could already tell I was kind of glad Louis was in my life.

I walked away fearful for tonight, I mean what was I going to do to make up for all the sad feelings or even horrible emotions I've been making Harry feel?

I got to the front door of the office and I walked out planning to ditch school, everything here is causing so many irrelevant thoughts to be coming up in my head and I'm sick of fighting it all, this is all so dramatic and it's always same stupid shit, why can't I just be happy? Why can't I just love Harry like I love Dan ? Why did Dan ever have to come back?

I put my hands rubbing my face trying to put some sense into the mess my thoughts were at the moment, I opened the car door and got inside having one thought in mind,

Harry.
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Chapter 18 is in the making and I definitely plan on posting it today, I'm sorry I've been slacking so much.. I'm kind of just scared to finish this book, and I know that sounds stupid, but I'm a stupid person.. haha, and I've also been watching degrassi which has been really good so that's great.

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