ashes [m.h.] (Completed)

Chapter 25.

warning: they be smashing
translation- sexual content.

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"God, I love you. Don't you mind?"

The words seep through his mouth like honey; Sweet and slow when they reach my ears. I soak them in and savour them with every ounce of me. He has just professed his love for me and I can't help wanting to reminisce on the moment. The broken boy in my arms, with lungs full of smoke and a dark soul has claimed his feeling for me aloud. No matter if they were forced out from the drug, I still thought of it as a true reflection of his heart. He's showing the true him. The true Matthew Healy.

"I- um," I stutter, realising i haven't responded. I don't want to seem as if I'm rejecting him. I don't want to loose him.

Unable to get my words out I resort to the unexpected. My lips crash into his as I crane my neck up to reach him. My hand goes to his neck and my fingers get tangled in his mess of curls. It doesn't take long for his body to respond. His lips take over, immediately deepening the kiss. The moment my lips part, his tongue takes the liberty of roaming through my mouth, meeting with my tongue along the way.

The kiss isn't like any other. The thoughtful movements and slow actions cause a fire deep within me. A sensation new to my body consumes my senses and clouds my mind with nothing but him. His touch. His smell. His skin. All I want is him. More and more of him.

His hands grasps my hips and he squeezes the skin roughly, surely leaving marks. He gradually makes his way above me, and my legs automatically wrap around his waist. He detaches himself, and pulls back slowly. His eyes study mine, and I stare right back. His soft curls fall around his face and I reach up to touch them. My finger twirls a ringlet around in my grasp gently. His face fills with contentment, but his eyes are dripping with desire.

His face inches back down to mine as I release the curl. His lips brush mine and the heat reignites between us. He kisses my lips softly before reaching my jaw and doing the same. Gentle kiss after gentle kiss, he trails his way down to my neck. Once reaching the sensitive skin his demeanor changes. He kisses me roughly at the base of my neck, sucking and lapping at the spot with his tongue until a rewarding moan is released from my mouth. He licks his way further down to a new spot just at my collar bone. His mouth repeats the previous actions, sucking at my skin until he earns a moan from me.

I squirm as I let him mark me in such a sensual way. I'm sure he's well aware of the dark spots he's leaving on my body, but I don't care. It feels too damn good to even give a second thought.

In an instant his sinful kisses cease and his hands are at the hem of my shirt. He raises it and I sit myself up, aiding in removing it. He simply throws it to the floor and turns his attention back to me. His eyes stop on the lacey bralet he chose out just this morning. I watch as he soaks me with a smirk on his lips. He must be proud of his choice.

Taking his time, he goes back to my neck, this time starting just above my breast. He successfully marks me yet again and I let him draw a moan from me. He squeezes the skin at my hips harder than before as he goes back to my awaiting lips. The hunger and anticipation is felt through him, as he kisses me forcefully. My hips involuntarily rock against him, certainly earning a deep throaty growl from him. A hand goes to my ąss, and he kneads the skin harshly in his grip. The roughness in his actions causes an unexpected heat in the pit of my stomach.

His hands move from my ąss to the top of my leggings. He breaks away from my lips as he pulls the band of my leggings down my legs. Successfully ripping them from me he discards them without a blink. His eyes stay glued to mine and he moves down slowly pasts my stomach and down to my panty covered area. My body squirms as the heat in my core gets more and more overwhelming. His hands grasp the fabric and begin to drag it down with a torturing slow speed. I watch the devious smirk grow on his face as he realizes just how much he's affecting me.