Kpop/Khh One Shots

No More Pt.3~Jay Park Angst

As you opened Jay's office door, you had to admit that you were extremely nervous. You haven't seen Jay in over two months. All these thoughts ran through your head. "How will he react when he sees me? What if he doesn't want to see me? How will I handle all this? I really should've thought things through." You thought as you quietly stepped into Jay's office. Kiseok followed right behind you. Your turned to look at Kiseok, he gave you an encouraging smile and pushed you lightly forward. You stumbled a bit which caught everyone's attention. You quickly caught your balance and looked around.

You could see that they were a couple people in his office. Sunghwa being one of them, and who you assumed to be Jay's new girlfriend. As you looked around the room your eyes finally fell on Jay. You could see a look of surprise and confusion written on his face. You bit your lip and stepped forward. "Jay, Sunghwa and Kiseok told me I should come talk to you." You told him in a soft voice. "So here I am."

Jay slowly got up from his chair. "W-What are you doing here?" He asked in a stern tone. You shrunk back at his tone. You never really liked it when Jay got angry. As you stared at your feet you could hear someone walking closer to you. You looked up to see that it was Jay. "I'm here because Kiseok and Sunghwa asked me to come and talk some sense into you. What the hell are you thinking Jay? You love music, you love your job, and you're going to throw that all away because some girl told you too?" You half yelled. You couldn't help but feel upset. You were with Jay for over two years, and not once did he ever put you before his job. That's how much it meant to him and you were fine with that. You encouraged him to do what he loved. But now this girl that he's barely known for two months comes into the picture and tells him to stop, and he does. What the hell? Of course you would get upset.

Jay looked surprised at your tone. He was just about to answer when another voice chimed in. "Some girl? Who the hell are you to say I'm just some girl?" Ah right, Jay's current girlfriend, if you want to call her that, was in the room you forgot about her. You turned your gaze onto her. "Who the hell am I? I was Jay's girlfriend for over two years sweetie. I think I can say whatever the hell I want about his new girlfriends." You told her as you walked towards her. You were not in the mood for her attitude and if she kept it up, she would see just who the hell you were.

The girl scoffed. "Well I don't think he really cared about your relationship that much, if only after two months he's with me." She told you as she crossed her arms. You laughed. "You took advantage of the state he was in and used it, to get you to where you are now. You're just a selfish bitch." The next thing you felt was a stinging sensation on your cheek. It took you a minute to clue in on what she did. She hit you. You glared at her, the nerve she had to hit you. You weren't going to let her get away with that. You lunged at her, but luckily for her Sunghwa caught you held you back. "Gray! Let me go, she just slapped me. You're going to let her get away with that?" You asked as you struggled to get out of his grasp. " Y/N you have to remember why you're here. You're not here to beat the shit out of this girl, you're here for Jay."

As you heard what Sunghwa was saying you looked over at Jay, who was looking back at you. Sunghwa slowly let go of you just in case you tried something again. "Gray, I'm fine. I won't do anything to her." You mumbled. By this time your cheek was throbbing. You gently touched it, it felt a little swollen. She must've hit you pretty well for it to swell a bit. You turned to Sunghwa. "Does it look bad?" You asked him. He only nodded. You sighed. "Great, just great." You mumbled.

Suddenly you heard footsteps coming towards you. Thinking it was Jay's girlfriend you clenched your fists. As you were about to look up you felt some one gently touch your cheek. Surprised you quickly looked up, only to see Jay standing in front of you. You smiled at him fondly. "It's okay, I'm okay." You told him as you gently put your hand on top of his. After a minute or two Jay let his hand fall from your cheek. "If you're fine, then please leave." He muttered.

Your eyes widened, as you stood there in shock. Jay told you to leave. You couldn't believe what you were hearing, but you couldn't help but also see this happening. You left Jay, and now he was leaving you. Tears formed in your eyes. He was really done with you. He didn't want you around anymore. You could hear Kiseok and Sunghwa arguing with Jay, yelling at him for what he said. You just wanted it to stop. You wanted everything to stop. "Stop." You whispered but nobody heard you. This time you said it louder. "Stop." But still no one heard you.

"Stop!" You yelled tears falling down your face. This time everyone heard you, they all turned to look at you. "Just stop." You mumbled as you stared at the ground. They all stared at you in shock. Jay was about to head towards you when you looked up, that's when he saw the tears on your face. You took a deep breath, to try and calm yourself down. "Just stop arguing. Lately I've heard that's all you guys do. You're family, all of you, so just stop fighting." You said as you looked at all three of them. "And Jay, are you really willing to give everything you've worked for, everything you've dreamed of, up for a girl you've barely known for two months?" You asked him.

When he didn't answer you sighed in defeat. "You know, when I found you at the club three months ago, it didn't hurt as much as you telling me to leave. I understand though. I left you, so it's only fair if you leave me, right? But please, I'm begging you Jay, don't let her control you anymore. We all know she is, and honestly I think you know she is too. So please, please don't let her keep doing what she's doing. Please." You pleaded to him. After you said what you had to say you wiped your eyes and headed towards the door.

This was it. You and Jay. You couldn't help but smile. This was how it ends, Jay leaving you, but you couldn't be upset because you left him first. He was just returning the favour. You grabbed the handle and turned it. You quickly opened the door and squeezed out. As the door closed more tears fell down your face.

"Goodbye Jay."