Memories~Jiyong

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As you unlocked your apartment a sudden sadness came over you.

It was empty again. You sighed softly before closing and locking your door. You shared an apartment with your longtime boyfriend Jiyong.

Lately over the past couple months though, it felt empty. Jiyong was hardly ever home anymore.

You understood though. He was an idol. He had fans counting on him to make a comeback with his band mates. You respected that and you understood why he wasn't home often. He loved his bandmates and he loved his fans. He didn't want to disappoint anyone.

Still though you missed him. He was your boyfriend after all. You were allowed to miss him.

You slipped off your jacket and shoes heading towards the kitchen to make something for dinner.

As you were walking towards the kitchen you quickly took out your phone to send a quick text to Jiyong asking him if he was going to be home for dinner.

You already had a feeling you knew the answer, but you asked him anyway just in case.

As you were making dinner you heard your phone go off.

You wiped your hands and walked over.

You checked your phone and frowned.

"Hey, Sorry I won't be home tonight. Have dinner without me." You read the text.

You sighed and typed back a reply.

"K. It's not like you're ever home anymore anyway so I'll stop asking if you're coming home. Have a good evening."

You were tired. Mostly though you were fed up. Jiyong was always blowing you off.

You had been understanding and patient until now. There was only so much you could take, and you were past your point.

As you were lost in your thoughts your phone went off again.

It was Jiyong.

"Y/N? What the hell has gotten into you? You know how busy I am. I'm sorry I can't come to your every beck and call everytime you want me to be with you. We'll talk about this later. I'm busy."

You rolled your eyes. At this point you were furious. All these pent up emotions came bursting out.

"You're busy? Do you care that little about our relationship? I'm voicing a problem that has been on my mind for months and you're to busy to talk to me about it? Fine. Don't bother coming home tonight at all. Not that you would've anyway."

You set your phone down and screamed in frustration. "Busy? Busy? We're arguing and you're to busy to work this out?" You yelled as you ran your hands through your hair.

You sighed and stepped out of the kitchen. No longer in the mood to eat.

As you were about to head upstairs you heard your phone go off again.

You sighed as you headed to go get it.

As you picked up your phone your eyes widened slightly.

"Of course our relationship means a lot to me, but so does my job and everything else. I understand that your voicing how you're feeling. You did agree to this when we started dating and I told you how things were going to be. I told you. Don't worry I won't come home tonight. I'll probably be to busy to anyway. We'll talk later Y/N. Now please stop texting me. I have to get back to work. I'll be turning my phone off."

You rolled your eyes.

"Don't worry I'll stop after this one. Yes you did tell me that our relationship would be different from others because of your job. I understand that. I still do, but is it so wrong for your girlfriend to miss you? I haven't physically saw you in two months Jiyong. Two months. We live in the same home and I haven't saw you in two months. Look. Maybe we should just take a break. We're clearly not going to agree on this. You don't see an issue and I do. So maybe we should just take a break. Give each other some time to think about our relationship and if it's worth saving at this point. I love you Jiyong. I do, but I don't know if I can do this anymore."

As you sent the text tears came to your eyes. You quickly wiped them away and headed upstairs.

As you walked upstairs you looked at the pictures of Jiyong and you on the walls.

Every picture had an amazing memory. As you looked at them, you were reminded of those days. All the memories of you and Jiyong rang through your head.

As you kept reliving those memories more tears came to your eyes. You soon made it to your shared room.

As you walked in you sighed softly. As you looked around the room you again were reminded of Jiyong. His clothes were hanging in the closet. His favourite sweater was on the chair in your room along with a bear he had gotten you one Valentine's day.

Pictures of you and him were all around the room, but most of all the room still smelled like him.

You turned around and headed towards the guest bedroom. You couldn't stay in that room. Everything thing in the room reminded you of him.

You closed the guest room door and made your way to the bed. You checked your phone hoping he had replied. You already knew the answer though.

You set your phone down on the night stand and climbed into bed.

You cuddled into the blankets as the events of today had fully sunk in.

You asked Jiyong for a break because you didn't know if he really cared for you or not.

Tears fell from your eyes as you realized what you had asked of him.

Did you want to take a break? No, of course not. You love Jiyong.

You knew that your relationship wasn't a healthy one anymore though so you needed a break.

As you curled farther into yourself, you heard your phone go off.

Your body stilled. Nerves were running through your body as you slowly grabbed your phone.

You opened your phone to a message from Jiyong.

"If that's what you would like then fine. We'll take a break."

As you read the message your heart shattered.

"Y'know Jiyong, you're quite the asshole. You don't even want to fight for our relationship anymore? Is that how little I mean to you? Y'know what just forget about the break. We should just end this now. I'll have my things moved out by the end of this week. Now I'll be the one shutting my phone off. Goodbye Jiyong." As soon as you pressed send you shut your phone off.

You quickly got up and locked the guest bedroom door just in case Jiyong came home and wanted to talk.

As you crawled into bed the reality of what you just did came crashing down.

You just ended things with Jiyong.

*Hey Guys! Its been like forever since I've updated my scenarios, and I'm so sorry! I haven't really had motivation to finish any of them. But hopefully this'll help me get back on track*

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⏰ Last updated: May 17, 2019 ⏰

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