Your Love~Kiseok Angst/Fluff

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You and Kiseok have been together for almost two an a half years. The first two years were great, the both of you loved each other very much, and people could tell. Kiseok and you weren't afraid to show each other affection in public.

But the past couple months Kiseok and you have been drifting apart. You weren't really sure why you guys were, but the people around you were noticing as well. You figured it was because Kiseok was really busy with work, so you weren't really worried

You weren't really worried until one of your mutual friends texted you saying that they saw Kiseok at a nightclub with the rest of the AOMG crew, and that they were with a bunch of girls.

As you read the text, you realized that you kind of expected a text like this. You knew that the two of you were drifting apart. Maybe it was time that the two of you started to see other people.

You looked around the apartment that the two of you shared, and bit your lip. The walls were covered in pictures of you two, of friends and family, the walls were covered in memories that the two of you made together over the two years. The thing was though, that these past couple of months Kiseok hasn't been home. So you have no current pictures of you two.

You sighed as you grabbed your jacket. You didn't want to be in the apartment anymore. You just needed to get out, all of those memories were coming back to you, and you didn't want to remember because if you remembered then it would hurt you twice as much.

You grabbed your keys, locked the door and left. 'Kiseok wouldn't be home anyway, so why should I stay?' You thought as you jogged down the stairs. As you walked down the street you pulled out your phone and texted one of your friends asking them if they wanted to go out tonight.

You stopped at a convenience store as you waited for the reply. You walked around the store browsing for anything that you may like. As you grabbed a small bag of chips, your phone vibrated in your pocket.

You pulled out your phone, and checked the message that you received. "Sure! I'm at Nighttime Club, meet me here!" She replied. You stared at your phone. Going to a night club wasn't exactly what you meant when you asked if she wanted to go out tonight, but whatever you could use some time out with your friends. "Okay, be there in fifteen!" You replied.

You put the bag of chips back onto the shelf, and headed out. You looked around and saw that a cab was waiting at the other side of the street. You quickly walked over and asked if they could take you to Nighttime Club.

When they agreed, you got into the cab. After about ten minutes you arrived at the club. As you walked in you looked around for your friends. You looked for them for about two minutes until you spotted them in a corner in a booth. You smiled and walked over to them.

"Hey guys!" You greeted as you sat down in the booth. They all smiled at you and greeted you in return. You ordered a drink.

After about two hours you were buzzed. You felt happier than you were two hours ago. You looked around the club, and your eyes landed on this tall handsome guy at the bar with a couple other guys. You smiled and stood up. "If Kiseok can flirt with other girls, why can't I flirt with other guys?" You thought as you walked up to the handsome guy.

You tapped him on the shoulder and smiled at him. "Hey, I just thought you were really cute!" You giggled. He looked at you before chuckling. "Well thank you. You're not so bad yourself." He told you as he winked at you.

You blushed slightly. "Sorry, I'm not very good at this whole flirting thing." You said as you looked into his eyes. "His eyes look nothing like Kiseok's, maybe that's a good thing." You thought to yourself as the guy ordered both of you some drinks.

"He looks nothing like Kiseok either. Honestly he really isn't the kind of guy I would usually go for either." You thought. You quickly shook your head of your thoughts. "I shouldn't be thinking about Kiseok right now, I don't need his love." You scolded yourself.

As the guy came up to you, you smiled at him as you took the drink. What you didn't notice was that your friends took a photo of you and the guy and uploaded it onto social media.

After an hour or so, you bid the guy, who's name you never got by the way, farewell and walked back over to your friends to get your jacket so you could leave.

You smiled to your friends as you put your jacket on and waved to your friends. Walking out of the club you smiled as you thought about the night. You did have a good time, but being with that guy made you realize that your feelings for Kiseok never really went away. You couldn't compare him to any other guy out there. You needed his love, and hopefully he needed yours.

You walked outside and looked around. As you looked around you found a cab parked down the street. You sighed in relief as you walked towards the cab. As you got to the cab, you asked them to take you home which they agreed to. You quickly got into the cab.

After about ten minutes you were home. You paid the cab driver and got out. You bit your lip as you walked into the building. The tiredness just hit you now. All you wanted to do was go to sleep. You got into the elevator and hit the fourth floor button.

As you got out of the elevator you pulled your keys out and walked down the hallway to your door. You were going to put the key into the lock, but the door swung open. Surprised you stepped back, tripped over your feet, and fell onto your butt.

You quickly looked up to see who was in your apartment, to your surprise it was someone you knew very well. "Kiseok? You're home?" You asked.

He looked at you and nodded. "Yeah, I came home about three hours ago. I looked for you but you weren't here." He told you. You nodded along. "I was going to call you, but I got a message from Jay telling me to check my social media accounts. So I did and to my surprise I saw you. With another guy." He told you as he crossed his arms.

You looked down ashamed. "Kiseok, I can explain. Y-You're never home anymore, and when you are home you're not. You're always in your home studio, and never with me. When we go out, you're always looking at other girls. I just feel like we're drifting apart." You told him as tears filled your eyes.

"So tonight I went out. I wanted to at least feel something close to being wanted again, but as I kept talking to him I kept comparing him to you. He was nothing like you and I didn't really like that. Tonight made me realize all over again, exactly how much I love you. And how much I need your love." You whispered the last part as the tears fell down your face.

Kiseok stood in the doorway staring at you with wide eyes. He quickly knelt down and pulled you into his arms. "I'm so sorry baby. I knew we were drifting apart, but I didn't want to believe that we were." He mumbled to you. You nuzzled your head into your neck and quietly sobbed. "I love you y/n I will always love you. I need your love to baby." He told you as he pulled back and wiped your tears.

He stared into your eyes before slowly leaning in and kissing you. You immediately kissed him back. You both realized tonight that you both needed each other's love.

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