Kpop/Khh One Shots

Unhappy Marriage~Yongguk~Final

It had been a couple days since Somi had kidnapped you and Yongguk saved you.

You were so thankful to him. You didn’t know how to thank Yongguk. He saved you.

You had been staying at Yongguk’s for the last couple days. You were to nervous to go back to your apartment. Yongguk insisted that you stay with him, so you hesitantly agreed to stay.

As the sun shone in your eyes you groaned and rolled over. You slowly opened your eyes.

You decided last night that today would be the last day that you stay at Yongguk’s house.

You slowly got up and started go gather your things. You looked around the room. It was the guest bedroom but it still held so many memories for you.

You jumped a little when you heard a knock on the door. You quickly walked to the door and opened it slowly.

Your eyes widened slightly as you saw Yongguk standing there on the other side.

“Yes Yongguk? What’s wrong?” You asked him softly.

He bit his lip. “I-I was wondering if we could maybe talk?” He asked softly.

You looked down. You weren’t sure if you were ready to talk to him again. You hasn’t talked to Yongguk since he saved you that day.

You slowly looked back up. Now or never right? You thought to yourself.

You nodded your head. “Y-Yeah sure. Come in.” You said as you moved out of the way.

Yongguk hesitantly entered the room. His eyes roamed the room and soon landed on your bag. His eyes widened slightly.

“You’re not staying?” He asked you softly.

You bit your lip and shook your head. “I’ve exceeded my stay. I can’t stay here forever Guk.” The nickname slipped.

Your eyes widened but Yongguk frowned. “Of course you can stay. Y/N this is your home too.” He told you as he stepped forward.

You took a step back and looked up at him. You gave him a sad smile. “This isn’t my home any more Yongguk. It hasn’t been for awhile. We both know that.” You told him softly.

Yongguk looked down ashamed. You smiled and walked up to him. You gently lifted his head up.

“I don’t hate you. So don’t blame yourself. You can’t help how you feel. Feelings are hard to change. Don’t blame yourself.” You told him softly.

Yongguk shook his head. “This is my fault. I-If I just took care of you, and loved you like a husband should. We wouldn’t be here right now. You wouldn’t have been kidnapped. We could’ve been happy.” He said as tears started to form in his eyes.

You wiped his tears. Giving him a smile you cupped his cheeks. “Once again Yongguk you can’t blame yourself for how you feel. You don’t love me, a-and that’s okay. I’ve come to terms with that.” You told him as tears came to your eyes.

You quickly wiped your eyes. “If you’re worried about my feelings Guk, don’t. I’ll be okay.” You looked into his eyes. “I always am.”

Yongguk took a step forward and wrapped his arms around you. He hugged you tightly. He started crying silently.

You froze not knowing how to react to this. You slowly brought your arms up and wrapped them around Yongguk, hugging him back tightly.

“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry Y/N. I never meant to hurt you. You’re my best friend. We’ve been friends since we were kids. I do love you.” He told you.

You laughed lightly. “Not the way I love you though.” You whispered as you slowly pulled away from him.

You wiped your eyes once again and looked up at him.

“Please Yongguk don’t make this any harder than it is for me.” You told him.

Yongguk frowned and nodded slowly. “I-I’m sorry.” Yongguk said softly.

You took in a deep breath. “I should go. It’s time for me to go.”

You turned around and went to grab your things. You felt a hand on your wrist.

“Can’t you stay? Please?” Yongguk asked softly.

You shook your head. “We both know the answer to that Yongguk. I can’t stay. It’ll be to hard. For both of us. You’ll harber so much guilt towards me for not feeling the same. And I’ll have a harder time moving on than I already am.”

Yongguk looked down and slowly let go of your wrist.

You gave him a small smile and grabbed your bag. You walked towards the bedroom door.

As you got to the door you reached for the handle. You turned around one last time.

“I really hope you find the one for you Guk. Please don’t force yourself into some unhappy marriage like you did with me. Find the one. Be happy. Okay?” You told him. “Goodbye Guk. Please take care of yourself.”

As you left Yongguk stared at the door as it closed. More tears fell down his face. I did find the one for me. It just took me forever to realize it, and now she just walked out of my life forever.“ He said outloud.

You walked down the hallway and wiped your eyes but the tears wouldn’t stop falling.

You quickly got out of his house and to your car.

You let out a strangled cry and covered your face with your hands as you cried.

After a couple minutes your crying slowed down. You looked up at his house once again.

You did forgive Yongguk, but you couldn’t go back to pretending that your marriage was the happiest thing in the world when it wasn’t.

You had to let him go. You had to let each other go maybe then the both of you could find happiness in your lives. Maybe the both of you could stop pretending to be happy.

The thing was though in those years you were married to Yongguk you were happy. Yes it hurt you to see him with other girls and it hurt you that he didn’t feel the same about you as you did him. But just being with him made you happy.

You didn’t know if you were ever going to be happy again, but one thing you did know was the time you spent with Yongguk, overall made you happy.

You smiled at this realization. Maybe your unhappy marriage wasn’t that unhappy after all.