Just Philkas Things

Grown Up AU

Au where Lukas joins a huge motocross circuit when he's like 21 or 22 and him and Philip are still together and Lukas' sponsors tell him he can't come out and they'd have to get Lukas a fake girlfriend (a beard) so they can take away the attention of all the time Lukas had spent with Philip.
And yeah Lukas travels and yeah Philip can't come and yeah Philip cries sometimes because it should be him spending time with Lukas not some actress but he doesn't want to guilt Lukas into ruining his dream career so he doesn't say anything
Pictures get posted on Lukas' social media and pictures are printed and it takes all of Philips strength not to go off on Lukas
Then, 6 months of Lukas and his beard being together, the insecurities and fears build up in Philip. He worries if Lukas actually is getting feelings for her and if he kisses her or if all the times he holds her hand he means it.
And it's 7 months when Philip calls Lukas crying over the fact that it's so hard having to watch Lukas be happy with some chick and not him and having to see Lukas lie constantly. Lukas listens and comforts him and stays on the phone until Philip falls asleep.
It's 7 months and 2 days later that Lukas shows up at Philips apartment in the middle of his motocross tour
It's 7 months and 3 days later when Lukas proposes to Philip on public after being in love with him for 4 years
It's 7 months and 5 days later when Lukas has fully came out and pictures of them are filling the newsstands and all over social media.
It's 7 months and 6 days later when Lukas gets a new sponsor that absolutely loves and adores both him and Philip
It's 7 months and 7 days later when everything seems to fall into place