Just Philkas Things

Philip Headcanons

- Philip is totally a poetry hoe in my mind and always buys the little poetry books about love and loss.
- He would totally save an animal over a human let's be real
- he took care of his mom and even though he blamed her sometimes he still loved her and always tried his best to be there for her and make her happy
- he probably has some notebook where he just scribbles down a few things when he's mad
- He totally goes to Annes grave and talks to her. (Lukas goes sometimes and a few times he even talks.)
- he puts others happiness above his most of the time
- the only thing he wants for his future is domestic life. He never really thought about doing any job after college and he's pretty content with just being there for his husband when he comes home.
- Philip wants to learn how to cook
- Philip is amazing with kids, especially little kids that have dealt with trauma because he knows how it feels
- he's a sucker for Christmas (he loves giving people presents)
- HES THE PERSON THAT WOULD GO OUT TO GET MILK AND COME BACK WITH A KITTEN OR A PUPPY
- he totally goes to pride
- he loves concerts
- Philip doesn't really like "dates" He really would prefer just being alone with Lukas whether it be in bed with him or walking up and down roads that no one uses
- He likes to wrap his arms around Lukas and slow dance with him even when there's no music playing
- he has really pretty handwriting
- his favorite class is English and his least favorite is math or history
- when Philip was 6 he was riding his bike and he tried to go up and ramp and hop over something but he messed up and broke his arm
- He makes just videos of all of the moments he and Lukas has between filming his tricks and he sends them to Lukas sometimes and watches them when he is sad ):
- Philip wants to have a little girl
- Philip can totally take someone in a fight cmon
- he really likes hard candy like rock candy and suckers
- he hates the idea of school dances
- Philip used to self harm because he blamed himself for his mom not getting better and he blamed himself for not being the best son and he just blamed himself for being broken.
- He has a Playlist for every mood
- he used to despise Rose and he used to want to rub in her face everything that he and Lukas did but now they're really close friends and he actually hopes she finds a boyfriend 100 times better than Lukas. (They give each other advice too.)
- Philip loves going to bars just to have the feeling of not being completely alone
- he's never tried drugs once and he's honestly terrified of them
- Philip had a pet fish when he was little
- he's never met his dad and he never really wants to. He's content with what him and his mom has even though it isn't always perfect.
- When Philip got older he actually hit one of Annes boyfriends for hurting her
- he never had a real home cooked meal until Gabe and Helen but he kinda enjoyed sitting down with his mom and eating little TV dinners because it meant time with her.
- Philip is a mamas boy but that's obvious
- he's an art hoe
- when he was little he had crushes on disney princes
- his favorite color is blue (maybe or maybe not bc Lukas' eyes)
- one of his favorite things to do is cloud watch and sometimes he'll do it when he visits Annes grave
- he's contemplated suicide many times. (Once was when they took him away from Anne, another was after they had dinner with Lukas and his dad and Lukas lied about him and he didn't defend himself.)
- Philip doesn't ever hit someone unless he's defending himself. (He still sometimes feels kinda bad for hitting Lukas back.)
- Philip is a slut for intimacy like hand holding and little kisses and cuddling
- he really loves PDA
- he never had a boyfriend before Lukas, but he tells Lukas he has so he doesn't look like a loser. (The most he's done is makeout and grind with a few boys who were in the closet at his old school. He never felt anything for them.)
- Philip is the boy that would defend any guy or girl from being harassed, especially sexually harassed, and whenever he sees a guy making a girl uncomfortable he puts his arm around the girl and says he's her boyfriend and walks her to where she needed to go so shes safe
- Philip really likes nature and zoos