Just Philkas Things

Baby!Lukas headcanons

This is really pointless but like I have a soft spot for bb Lukas n bb Philip so you're gonna get headcanons anyway

This is gonna have lowkey homophobic Bo??? Kind of??? Maybe ???

Before she died
- the first time Lukas rode his bike was when he was six and his face planted and his tooth went through his lip and they had to sow it back on. His mom had to hold him and take him for ice cream so he'd stop crying. (This probably didn't happen to him but it happened to me so)
- Lukas would always try to show off which almost always ended in a broken bone or him crying
- Lukas wanted a baby doll so he could play daddy but Bo said girl toys were for faggots (my uncle did this to my cousin)
Lukas' mom got him a baby doll anyway. He loved it.
- Lukas always liked to watch his mama get pretty. (Makeup and hair.) He always told her she was the prettiest mama and he was lucky.
- Lukas was terrified of everything as a child and always clung to his mom.
- his mom would take him to thr circus. (He'd always cry over the clowns.)
- he wanted a kitchen play set so he could cook with mommy.
Bo called it gay.
She got him one anyway.
- she was alive to watch him get his first motorbike. It barely moved and was super slow but Lukas loved it.
- his mom and him would go to picnics on their property
- his mom always hated that Bo hunte. She said she hated the loud noise gunshots made. Lukas hated it too.
- When they watched disney movies once there was a prince and a princess and Lukas asked if he'd ever "get to have his own prince."
His mom said of course.
His dad drank all night and yelled. He said his son couldn't be a fag that young and he told Sally she supported it.
- Lukas always loved her big brown eyes and soft hair.
- Lukas broke his arm and two fingers before she died 
- they went to the cabin and his mom taught him how to swim in the lake

After his mom died
- he would tug on his dad's sleeve and ask when mama was coming home
- he tore apart the baby doll
- he cried a lot but he didn't do it in front of dad bc he knew mama would want him to be strong
- Lukas would try and make him and Bo lunch but it always ended badly. Bo would yell most of the time for making a mess.
- Lukas would leave early and run ro the graveyard and blow his mama a kiss for the day before he went to school
- Lukas was mute for about 3 months after she died
- he snuck a few of her shirts and dresses into his room to sleep with. (He still has them.)
- he'd pray to mama asking her to help dad because he's so sad
- Lukas colors color pages and takes them to his mom's grave
- Lukas became very touch starved because his mom would always hold him and stay close to him while Bo was distant and silent.
- Lukas stopped opening up bc when he did Bo would get sadder

School
- Lukas got bullied from the grades of 1st- 3rd
- in 3rd grade Lukas could still barely read and he'd always stutter and want to cry when he had to read and the kids would all laugh
- one day the teacher asked him to read and he asked her to as a reply. To 3rd graders it was funny. That was the day Lukas decided he liked getting laughed with and not laughed at
- Bo called him stupid a lot. So did the kids. (Philip and Sally were the first and bascially only people to believe he was smart.)
- Lukas sucked at all hands on sports like baseball and basketball

Other
- Lukas sucked his thumb til the age of 10.
- Lukas was one of the kids that lost like three teeth at a time so he always had holes in his toothy grin
- he owned a trampoline and loved it to death
- he broke his arm from jumping off a swing
- he was scared of spiders (still is)
- he loved catching fireflies
- he adored animals and still does. (He loved living on the farm with the horses and cows.) ((He also loved the zoo.)