Just Philkas Things

Fem!Philkas Headcanons

Because I'm a lesbian and I love gender bends let's do this shit

Names
- I don't know why, and like it's really weird, but whenever I think of fem!Philip I think his, well her bc gender bend, name would be Lily ??? It makes no sense ??? Maybe bc Philly ??? Idk man so there's that
- Lukas would just be Luka in my mind bc that's the prettiest name ever and I love it guy or girl wise

(Fem!Philip) Lily Headcanons
- she totally has the whole tumblr room with lights hanging up
- she's the god of eyeliner but she only does a tiny bit of it
- she has pretty long brown hair and these big brown eyes
- she's 5'2"
- she wears her hair in braids mostly
- she wears skinny jeans, combat boots, plaid and big shirts. (Mostly long sleeve and big sweat shirts bc they're like wearable hugs.)
- she took one of her mom's shirts when she had to move in with Gabe and Helen bc her mom's smell calms her down
- she's a total art and poetry hoe but she can't write poetry for shit.
- she loves photography and follows like a hundred blogs on tumblr about it
- she's a total animal person
- she always has on nail polish but it's always chipped
- she bites her nails
- she has a soft voice and it takes a lot to make her mad
- she's a very forgiving person
- she's a huge romantic
- she's known she was gay since middle school but she's only had two girlfriends. (One dated her on a dare and the other kept her a secret.)

(Fem!Lukas) Luka Headcanons
- Luka is a fucking boss at motocross
- she's literally a strong independent woman
- she's dating the head football player Ross (I ALMOST SAID RYAN FOR ROSE BUT THEN I WAS LIKE W A IT )
- she likes boy bands but would never admit it
- she works on her bike and never asks for help. (She's also really good at working on cars.)
- she only reads if she has to
- she's fucking amazing at shooting and target practice (until all that PTSD happens)
- she's never even thought about a girl in a romantic way until she sees Lily in the hall (she just has a OH SHIT moment)
- she wears plaid and jeans that hand off her hips
- she's got bright blue eyes and medium length blond hair (it's always tied back in a pony tail)
- she's got muscle I mean duh??
- she likes to lift weights around Lily (SHE THINKS IT IMPRESSES HER)
- she's never read a book in her life (by choice I mean)
- she has a picture of her mom in her wallet that no one knows about
- she doesn't wear makeup or nail polish or any of that stuff
- she's 5'8"

Fem!Philkas Headcanons
- whenever they're near each other in the halls or at Helen and Gabe they hook pinkies or brush against each other
- Lily stands on Luka's feet to give kisses
- Lily always likes to take pictures of them. (Especially after a makeout session bc she's convinced that Luka is glowing... she is.)
- Luka is really gentle with Lily bc in Luka's mind Lily is this delicate little flower (GET IT)
- Lily is the one who starts all the kissing and snuggling but once it starts Luka is hard to stop. (It's always consenting tho so don't worry.)
- Luka isn't really into opening up but every once in a while she'll just tell a random story about her mom
- Luka once tried to show off while Lily filmed her riding and she messed up and actually almost broke her arm. (Thankfully she didn't, but she gave Lily a hell of a heart attack.)
- Despite Luka having a boyfriend for the beginning of their relationship Lily is barely jealous. (She knows she has Luka wrapped around her finger.) And Luka is always jealous especially when one of Lily's old friends text her.
- Once Luka and Lily openly became friends at school Ross slowly figured out they were a thing and didn't really mention it until Luka did. (He was v supportive and nice about it.)
- Luka doesn't know why but once she saw Lily in the hall on Lily's first day of school she never was able to get Lily outta her head. (She convinced herself it was because she was jealous of Lily's looks and not because she was into Lily.)
- Lily kissed Luka first but all Luka does is shove her away and ignore the gesture. Lily gets up to leave but Luka grabs her hand and guides her down and kisses her softly. (Then that damn murder had to make it harder smh.)
- Bo doesn't like Lily bc he thinks Lily is a junkie city kid (he warms up to Lily when she starts visiting Luka at the hospital after she's shot.)
- Luka spends loads of money on Lily (Lily always tries to reject it but Luka insits.)
- Lily wears dresses when they hang out, after their first kiss in the cabin, and it makes Luka's heart stop and her stomach fill with butterflies.
- when they cuddle Lily is the little spoon, Luka always has her arms wrapped around Lily and always kisses her head. Luka plays with her hair too. Lily kisses Luka's shoulder and chest a lot.
- Luka takes Lily on runs which end within 5 minutes bc Lily is screaming about how mother nature is the devil and running was invented as a torture mechanism
- Luka likes to braid Lily's hair bc it's one of the things her mom taught her before she died
- Luka still doesn't hold Lily's hand even after they hang out at school for two reasons. 1, she doesn't wanna hear guys make sex jokes, especially about her Lily. And 2, she still doesn't wanna risk people knowing.
- WHENEVER LUKA DOES COME OUT AND THEY'RE GETTING READY FOR DANCES THEY DO IT TOGETHER. (Lily tries to do Luka's makeup but she keeps going in for kisses and it makes it really hard.)

Sexual Fem!Philkas Headcanons
- Lily really enjoys biting her pens and glancing at Luka, licking them. (Luka doesn't get why it turns her on bc she doesn't have a dick but it still works.
- Luka has a thing for pinning Lily down and also lifting her up and leaning her against a wall.
- whenever they have sex it's slow and sweet
- Luka loves leaving marks on Lily
- Lily loves to wear lipstick because she can see it smeared on Luka's body. (She uses it as an replacement because she can't leave marks on Luka.)
- Luka loves getting her hair pulled.
- Lily has really strong thighs that squeeze around Luka's head when she goes down on her
- Luka loves to slap Lily's ass in general.
- after they have sex they curl up and Luka traces patterns on Lily's skin and Lily kisses Luka's arms and collar.
- they lowkey like choking (they got safe words and gestures)  ( The first time they try choking Luka stops every 5 seconds checking on Lily.)
- Lily has Polaroids of Luka naked. (consenting of course.)
- they both wear pretty panties around each other but Lily does it more because she lives for Luka's reaction and because she loves being pretty for Luka.
- Luka loves spending a long time kissing every part of Lily's body.
- whenever Lily tops, they switch, she always slows down and presses their foreheads together and tells Luka that she's beautiful.
- Luka is a top 80% of the time and a bottom 20%
Lily is a bottom 75% of the time and a top 25%