Just Philkas Things

Til I Fall (one shot)

This one shot is inspired by my girlfriend ( ScruffyDean ) bc
1. We're literally fem philkas and she inspires tons of my writing
2. We're in a long distance relationship and long distance philkas is so pure n cute

Philip sat on his bed, legs crossed, staring at the blank laptop screen, waiting for it to light up with an ugly shade of blue. Truth is, the color isn't ugly, Philip has just found himself struggling to enjoy any blue that wasn't the shade of Lukas' eyes.

Just then, the stupid ring tone that meant someone was calling filled his empty room.

Philips face lit up and he never hit answer so fast in his entire life. His smile grew when he saw Lukas, a very sleepy Lukas, looking at him.

"Hi." Philip beamed, waving at Lukas through the camera and God, his heart ached, he just wanted to touch him.

"Hey, baby." Lukas laid his head on his arms, staring into the screen not even trying to hide his heart eyes.

It was silent. Not a gross silent or a scary silent but a content silence. One that only happened when the two boys laid together and felt safe. Philip missed that.

"How long til you're back?"

"Babe, I've been gone for four days." Lukas laughed, sitting up, resting his chin on his palm.

Philip pouted, running his fingers through his hair. "Longest four days of my life."

Lukas looked down, shaking his head. "I'll be home Saturday."

"It's Wednesday."

"You'll live."

Philip huffed, crossing his arms.

Lukas' voice and face softened. "Baby boy.."

Philip turned his head.

"C'mon it's only three more days.."

"Motocross camp is stupid and I hate it." Philip mumbled, a pout still prominent on his face.

Lukas reached out, stopping himself, reminding himself that he was in Arizona, not in New York. He couldn't just touch Philip. He honestly  realized how much he took simple touches for granted.

Lukas was embarrassed by reaching out but any negative feelings over it were pushed aside when he saw how glowing Philip looked. He swore Philip was some sort of angel. He couldn't be real.

"So.. meet any cute boys?" Philip asked, resting his chin on his hand, smirking.

Lukas grinned. "I have actually."

Philips face faltered. "What? Who?"

Lukas shrugged. "Dunno, he came in today, he's new, got this big brown eyes and this nice curly hair.."

Philip glared at him.

"And he really loves riding on the back of my bike. He even asked to take pictures of me while I ride."

Then it all clicked in Philips mind. So he flipped Lukas off.

"Fuck you."

"What?" Lukas chuckled. "Your jealously face is cute."

Philip pulled his pillow over, laying down on his stomach, pressing his face to the pillow, sighing. "What time is it for you?"

"9:45."

Philip yawned.

Lukas sighed. "Babe, it's almost midnight for you, go to bed."

Philip peeked out, giving Lukas puppy dog eyes. "No. Miss you too much."