Just Philkas Things

Walk Away AU/Headcanon

HEADCANONS OF WHAT WOULD'VE HAPPENED IF LUKAS LET PHILIP LEAVE THE CABIN AND THEY DIDNT KISS AGAIN

(I've been trying to write a fic for this but like I've deleted everything I wrote like 6 times)

- Philip ignores Lukas for like a week and a half. Ignores all the texts. Avoids him in school. Doesn't look at him at all during class or in the halls.
- Lukas has to pull him to the side at the end of the day to talk to him. (He explains that he doesn't hate him and that he liked talking to him ect.)
- They become friends again but Philip isn't really Philip anymore. He isn't the Philip Lukas learned to love. (It didn't take learning Lukas always loved him.)  The new Philip was more closed off and wasn't as touchy as he was before. He didn't hold Lukas as tight when they drove. He didn't grab his arm to climb off the bike. He just stopped. (Lukas is scared to ask him.)
- Lukas is constantly paranoid when Philip gets on his phone while they're hanging out because Philip never did that before.
- Lukas hates every boy Philip likes. (Philip just says it's bc Lukas is straight but Lukas isn't. He's just jealous.)
- Philip gets a long distance boyfriend a few towns over and Lukas literally follows Philip there. (What? He had to make sure Philip is okay.)
- Philip catches him watching him and just thinks it's cute. (He's not over Lukas, he's trying really hard to be, but it's hard when Lukas is as amazing as he is.)
- Lukas goes on a date with Rose and sees Philip flirting with one of the theater workers. (He's torn between staying and watching them and leaving so Rose knows they don't know each other.)

- they're hanging out a month after Philip tried to kiss him and Lukas grabs Philips wallet to get out Philips money for pizza. (Philip always insits on paying. Lukas hates it.) And that's when he sees the condom.
- now Lukas checks Philips wallet after every date to make sure a condom is still there. (He knows Philip can replace it but he rather not think about Philip getting fucked.)

-It's two and a half months after the kiss when Philip finally tells Lukas he has a boyfriend. And has had one. For about three weeks. (Lukas already hates him and he doesn't know his name.)
Bonus:
"Wanna watch me practice tonight? You don't have to film or anything."
"Can't." Philip replied, not looking up from his phone.
"Why not?" (Philip has never ever said no to Lukas, especially when they're making plans to hang out.)
"M going over to my boyfriends house."
Lukas chokes on nothing. "What?"
"Hm?"
"When were you gonna tell me?"
"Lukas, it's not a big deal."
"Who is he?"
Philip sighed. "His name is Mark, he's 19 and he lives in the city."
"You're 17."
"So?"
"You shouldn't be dating him."
"You shouldn't be telling me what to do."
And that turns into a fight which turns into Philip ignoring all of Lukas' texts for two weeks.

- Philip has been with his boyfriend for almost two months when Lukas comes to Philips house again. He apologizes and calls himself an asshole. (Philip agrees with him.)
- They go back to almost what they were before Philip tried to kiss him. Lukas likes it more.

- 5 months after lukas rejecting him and Philip and his boyfriend have been together for about three months. The boys are hanging out and they're home alone marathoning movies while it rains.
- Lukas has his arm around Philip and Philip kisses his neck teasingly. One thing leads to another and the boys spend three houses making out and grinding against each other before they both cream their pants.
- the rest of the night is Lukas comforting a crying Philip. (Lukas tells Philip he doesn't have to tell his boyfriend. Philip doesn't.)

- 9 months after the rejection and 7 months into Philip and Marks relationship Mark dumps them.
- it's their 7 month anniversary and he doesn't show up to the restaurant they made reservations for. (Philip texts Lukas and tells him that Mark is an hour late. Lukas simply replies with okay and 15 minutes later Lukas is sitting with Philip so Philip doesn't get kicked out.)
- two and a half hours later Lukas convinces Philip that Mark isn't coming or got held up. Philip agrees and Lukas takes Philip home to which Philip begs Lukas to stay with him.
- it's 11 pm, two hours after Lukas and Philip got back when it happens. Philip leaves the room, grinning, telling Lukas it's Mark and that he'll be back in and nd minute.
Within 5 minutes of Philip leaving the room Lukas hears him crying. He hears Philip whimpering and begging for Mark to listen and asking Mark what he did wrong?
- Mark dumps Philip
- Philip comes back in after ending a 20 minute phone call and he just curls up and cries and rants. He cries over Anne and being an addict. He cries over being moved to Tivoli. He cries over Helen and Gabe for being too nice to him. (Philip doesn't think he deserves it.)
- lastly Philip cries over Lukas. He cries over how it's been 9 months and he's still pining. He cries because while he loved Lukas he still really liked Mark. He cries because Lukas and him cheated. He cries because he thought Lukas has hated him so many times.
- Lukas just kisses his tears away and says he loves Philip too and they kiss.