The Fallen [writer's block]

Freedom

Song of the week: Dandelion by Kacey Musgraves

"My names Rocco, I'm the alpha the Ingeniosus pack. We are one of the largest but most reserved and powerful packs across the country."

At his statement I gasped and looked up at him in awe and fear.

"Everyone know you are reserved and don't take in many unknown wolves. Apparently you have a policy but know one knows what it is yet! How come you want me Jessica Loup in your pack," I was beyond freaking out.

My mind was going through different reasons and most were very painful. "Jessica there are many thing you don't know and we know about you. I don't think you should be rushed into all of it. Your emotional state is very bad and could effect your decisions, drastically. It could even-"

"I don't CARE I don't want to be in the dark or be controlled by anyone anymore. I want to make my own choices and call the shots. You understand I'm suck and tired of being someone's doll."

I realized at that moment something inside me snapped and there wasn't going to be any chance to turn things around.The look in his eyes show his uncertainty.

"You're probably hungry, lets go to the pack house and grab you something to eat."

He bolted out the door not giving me time to ask or protest. In order to ask him something I worked my nerve and stood up. Surprise filled me because well for once I wash't feeling pain and I could feel my wolf resurfacing. Maybe it was curiosity or she felt a threat, who knows?

At least she was perking up. I walked out the door not running taking my time to admire the scenery. Trees were everywhere and they were a nice yellow reddish tint. I felt amazed and twirled feeling the breeze embrace my body. I noticed something in that moment I was wearing someone else's clothes and for once they weren't torn up hand me downs handed down, who knows how many generations.

In my Navy blue (cocoon) cardigan with a nice arrange of colors at the tips, light wash jeans, barefoot, and without an ounce of make up. I realized I was free.

Free.

Free of the abuse, a low class life, no future, and rejection. I could choose what I really wanted to do without anyone bossing me around. I wasn't going back to that. I would be insane if I did. Birds flew by and I ran with a grin on my face while my wolf kept whispering, "Free," in astonishment.

I ran through the trees and ran into trees not caring. Picking up leaves and throwing them into the air. Maybe I was living the childhood I needed. I laughed and threw myself on a pile of leaves. Then something settled in that feeling. The feeling that had followed me almost all my life, the sense that sent the hairs on the back of my neck into the air.

I was being watched and my wolf knew it, she suddenly became sober and started scanning the area. Maybe I should ignore it like always? I decided against it. I need to find out who it is that has been following for so long or who it is at least. My feet moved in small steps and carefully landed on the ground beneath them. No noise but the rustling trees filled the small clearing.

"Jessica, I don't have all day. I've been waiting for you."

Dang it I almost creeped up on alpha, NOT a smart move.

"I'm sorry I just got caught up in my thoughts," not a complete lie but still somewhat of a lie.

Rocco gave me look that told me he didn't believe me one bit. I guess he decided to ignore me because he moved his head in a follow me motion and turned around walking up where he came from. I looked back and got a weird feeling something weird in my stomach.

"Come on, Jessica. Lar has been dying to see you."

Oh Laurel was such an amazing girl. She was young and innocent unaware of the monstrosity the world around her held. At her age I too I was blind about the world. Now it was time I let go. I will I have a place that likes me for who I am no questions asked and I'm taking it and never going back. I've gotten my chance to shine, I won't mess it up now.

I'm going to show Liam and the Night Blade Pack what they lost. At this point the top of a nice ranch looking house started peeking through the tree tops. Its was stunning even from far away I could tell. The house had a porch and looked like a normal persons house would, as if trying not show an alpha lived there. I was astonished at my old pack the alpha's house was a mansion and he would boast about his status sometimes. We got closer and its beautiful.

I didn't realized I'd spoken out loud until Rocco shot me a sly look. There was no denying the truth though the house was beautiful, and it was surrounded by a forest. I walked briskly up the steps wth the sensation that someone was watching me, again. *********************************** Author's Note*********************************************************** Hey Y'all!! I seriously had a crappy week besides my birthday of course. SO I took this long to upload because my mac had a power surge and I just got back from getting it fixed and uploaded the little bit of the chapter I managed to obtain. I'm also excited about switched at birth and the fosters. Then I know I'm late but I read The Fault in the Stars by John Green. Its so good and so sad but I didn't cry? My friend was mad because I didn't cry. Anyways, Peaces OUT!! LIZZZZAAAA