The Fallen [writer's block]

The Wedding Part 2

Chapter 15

Song of the Chapter: All of Me ~ John Legend

****Justine****

Maybe this is wrong. I shouldn't be doing this. I'm too young to get married. Jessica would be upset if I made a mistake. I should wait. I shouldn't get married yet. Maybe I should? Should I? Oh man what do I do? I want to but I don't want to. I think it's time I read Jessica's letter. She did say it was for a time I needed her guidance. Maybe now would be the right time. Okay Justine you can do this. Just open it and get it over with. Be smooth smoooo-o-ooooth. Get it over with! Its like a bandaid ..... or a beheading ..... or killing a cockroach. EW cockroach. How did I even get to cockroaches?!? UGH! Whatever. Time to read a letter.

I could see my french manicured hands trembling. The mirror in front of me displayed the girl everyone had spent hours trying to perfect. The wedding dress Jess had picked was perfect. I mean as perfect as it could possibly be knowing Jess I was lucky it didn't have a mermaid tail. The beautiful jewels at bodice of the dress and then the bottom that was comfortable. The dress was all I could dream about. I loved it which was surprising. Since she can get PRETTY sissy like when she's mad. She could be a major pain in the rear but she had her reasons. Maybe sometimes I don't act like she wants but that's because she's too uptight sometimes. She can get trapped in her own world and memories, never realizing what she's done. In my wedding dress, hair and makeup mostly done, I've stopped and ushered everyone out. I'm second guessing myself and everything. I need her but she isn't here. I don't even know if she'll be at my wedding! I build up my courage with that and push the letter open. Soft velvet like paper reached my finger tips and I almost cry. She has picture of two sister in what seems to be a child's drawing.

Dear Jessica,

When you read this I hope you're still a Loup.

I mean it's not that I don't like Kyle or anything.

He has my stamp of approval. He asked for your

hand before he asked you. Did you know that?

Well if you didn't now you know. Now let's move

on to the matter at hand. You're probably sitting

or stand whichever works. So sitting or standing

trying to find out if you should get married. Well

my dear you've come to the wrong person. I'm

not married and my mate rejected me. I want you

listen to someone very special. You're heart.

Yes your heart. Only the heart can decide what is

right and what is wrong. Justine. Ask yourself

how much you love him? Do you even love him?

If you do why wait Justine. Anything can happen

in the next couple of days. Love him while you

still have him. He's your mate not a stranger. So

Justine whatever your problem is know I'm here

and always will be here. I love you. Even if I don't

tell you. When you are no longer a Loup I will still

be here. Enjoy yourself and realize the world is

yours as long as you don't torture wolves. ;)