Life Without you(slow Updates)

The end?

Here is my ugly face. Lets hope I don't break wattpad with my ugliness. Also my eyes are blueish grey they aren't black but that would be cool.

Jack's pov :

It's been a couple weeks since nonnie first came to visit. He visits me every week at least once or twice. One of his mothers always comes to vist me. They always ask if there was anything they could do to help. So I hand them money and they go and buy me drinks and roman noodles. They've even offered to let me move in with them. But I always tell them no thank you and that's a nice offer.

Mark still texts and calls me. Everyday he sends out two of each. One in the morning and one at night. It breaks my broken heart to think that he still cared about me.

I haven't all the way quit youtube. I post every once an awhile but that's it. My subs are steadily dropping. Well the hate keeps piling up. I've even shut down the comment section.

"*huff* It's time I got a job and quit youtube. Before I end up broke as hell and homeless." My voice cracked from the miss use.

I set up my stuff and turned everything on. Mark had sent me new things seeing as how almost all of my shit was thrown by that bitch.

I looked at myself in the camera. My skin was even paler than it was before. My hair was nothing but green slime. I had huge dark circles under my eyes.

I sighed and clicked the record button. "Hi guys jacks back. I've got some news for ya. It might be good or bad news to you all. I'm sorry that I disappointed all of you. I'm sorry that I've been so selfish. I'm sorry that I've made all of you hate me. So here's the news. I'm gonna quit youtube. I might come back but it all depends. I won't delete the channel but I won't be posting. I hope you guys have a good day or night wherever you are in the world. Also yes I know I look like shit but I don't care anymore. I'm sorry guys but I have to go. Live long and prosper all you bossitrons." I didn't bother with my intro or outro.

I typed up the title 'Good bye everyone'. I posted it and watched as the views slowly trickle in. I remembered when it used to just explode with comments and views the minute it hit the web. I turned on the comments and watched the comments come in.

Go kys no 1 cares anymore

Good riddance

No don't go jack pls

I will go to yo house and kick u ass if tis isnt a prank

For fucks sake it took you this long to quit

Peace, hoe

Yus the youtube cleansing has begun. Come markiplier and pewdiepie quit yours to.

Die in a hole

Kys

KYS

die mother fucker ddiiee

For fucks sake whats wrong with ur face

Where's dat gurl frm ur other vid at jack