Life Without you(slow Updates)

Bartender jacki and a crush

Jack's pov :

I streached and yawned. It's monday night and it's almost time to go to work. The 7/11 never called me so I'll have to make this job work. I felt the urge to get on my dusty computer. I turned it on and went to youtube. I for some reason clicked on my profile. I've been getting constant dings from it. I clicked on my last video and paused it and looked at my comments. There where sorries and all kinds of things. I went to mark's and watched his video that got linked in the comment section. It made me start to cry. He stood up for me. To millions of people. I'd been pushing him away from me this whole time. I would leave late at nihht and come back at the butt crack of dawn. I'm going to make it up to him. It's the least I could do. I stood up and put on my long sleeve white shirt. I pulled on my tan drees pants and clipped on my suspenders. I then clipped on my dark green bowtie. I went to my body mirror and combed my now extremely dark green hair. I decided to keep it green but I dyed it darker. I sighed and slowly crept down the stairs. Mark's been leaving in my guest room. I heard him earlier walk by my door and open and close the door. It's been an hour since then. I walked slowly down the stairs and then on the second to last step it made this loud as hell creaking sound. I paused and looked behind me. Mark's door opened and the hall light flicked on. I snapped my head back and dashed out the door. I could hear mark's heavy feet run down the stairs after me. I can't slow down. I'm not ready for him yet. I can't let him see me like this. Not tell I've rebuilt myself. I ran into town and stopped by the time I saw the towns street lights. I looked down at my arm pits and saw that theu had massive sweat stains. I ran to the family dollar and bought a new one. I unclipped everything and tore off the nasty shirt. I threw it in the dumpster and put everything back on. I walked to work amd got welcomed by the son. I looked at his name tag and it said andy. He handed me a shiny silver name tag and I clipped it onto my strap. Wow practically my whole outfit was a snapped on me. He walked me over to the counter and told me what to do.

1. Every monday and saturday is lady's night
2. Flirt with the lady's to get them to buy more drinks
3. Never shag a drunk person
4. Never steal any of the drinks or food
4. Call him over to throw out anyone that's selling drugs,starts a fight,or trys to rape someone
5. Never give out free drinks
6. No tabs over 1,000 dollars

Six easy rules to remember. Andy walked into the kitchen that was behind the bar. A young woman about my age walked up to me and she started talking a milr a minute. Her name was alex and she was andy's sister. She was younger than him by a year. She had wavy pitch black long hair. She had sky blue eyes flecked with light brown. She was short than me by an inch and her ruffly white dress top was buttoned low enough for people to see her big boobs. She was bubbly like I used to be and she bounced around everywhere. Her voice was kind of extremely girly but not enough to make you want to slap her. "Hi you must be jack,my mother talked about you, are you new to town, I haven't seen you before, I like your hair it's so green,is that a grey hair,how old are you, do you know how to pour drinks!" She gasped for breath. I chuckled. "Yes I'm jack. I hope it was good. I've lived here almost my whole life. I don't usually go to town. Thank you and the greys are genetics. I'm 26. I know how to pour some things but I'd like to learn how to do more of them and look like I know what the fuck I'm doing!" She smiled wide and latvhed onto my hand. She dragged me to the gaint wall of hard liquor. "Show me your stuff kid." She stepped back and tryed to hold a serious face. But she failed and a grin formed. I looked behind me. I walked into the kitchen and got oit the heavy creamer and some cherrys. I walked back in and set them on the counter. I found the kahula. I grabbed a large glass and poured 2 1/2 cups of kahula and 1/2 a cup of heavy creamer and I popped in a cherry. I sat it aside and went to make another drink. I went back i to the kitchen and grabbed a lemon and some sugar syrup. I walked back in and grabbed jin,irish whiskey,white rum, and peach schnapps. I grabbed a shaker and scooped up some ice in it. I poured in some jin then the whiskey. Then some ru, amd the schnapps. I squirted spme lemon juice into it and poured in the sugar syrup. I put the cap on the shaker and shook the shit out of it. I grabbed a martini glass and poured the Irish Shillelagh into it. I think this last one has a freaken funny name. It's called angry balls! I grabbed an angry orchird bottle and poured it into a new shaker. I put more ice in it. I poured a shot of fireball and dumped it into the shaker. I shook it up lightly and poured it into a large glass. I capped all the bottles and put the shakers in the sink. I turned around and saw that andy,alex, and their mom had grabbed the drinks and started drinking them. Smiles grew on their face. "Not bad for a new bee. Whay do ya saw ma? Are we keeping him?" Their mom nodded and smiled as she drank the angry balls. I smiled wide and hugged them all. Andy walked over to the door amd let in the ladies thay where waiting at the door. Music started blaring amd it was nothing but bouncey happy songs. Some of them where so girly they made me want to throw up. All of the girls where dressed in tight dresses and high or short heels. Some where already drunk off their arses. I sighed and went to work. I mostly made vodka or tequila shots. I watched alex make a couple martinis amd started making htem for the girls. I mostly told them that their dresses looked good on them and that they have a beautiful smile. By the end of the night I was kinda deaf and my tip jar was full of numbers and a shite ton ones and fives. I also smelled like strong arse liquor. Some of the girl or guys spilt their drinks on me. I walked over to alex and handed her some of my tips. She'd had more cis sure than me and she barely had any in hers. She smiled and blushed. I grabbed all the numbers and dumped them in the trash behind alex's counter. "Thanks jack,amd why are you dumping all those numbers. Didn't you think all of those girls where pretty?" I sighed and hoped she wouldn't be mad at me. I needed this job even if it barely payed the bills. "Promise you won't be mad?" She nodded and bounced around like an excited kid at a toy store. I've made up my mind on my sexuality. I looked around for andy and their ma. I found out her name was Louisiana. "I'm gay." Her smile got huge. "I knew it! I knew it!" She bounced over the bar and picked me up in a huge hug. I felt kimda weak. She looked around my height and weight and she picked me up like I weighed nothing at all. I smiled to and sqeazed the living hell out of her. I grabbed a napkin and scribbled my number on it and handed it to her. "Text me alex and we can hang out!" She nodded and wipped out her phone. She typed it in and she smiled and waved me good bye. I walked out the door well I stuffed the tips in my pants pockets. I walked home and I felt eyes burn into the back of my head. I turned around to see one of the girls from the bar wobbling after me. She still had on her heels and she damned near broke her ankle a couple times. I walked over slowly and helped her stand up straight. She wrapped her arms around me and kissed me on the lips. I pushed her off and she fell onto her butt. She kicked off her heels an and stood back up. She tackled me and ripped off my shirt and started sticking her hands down my pants . I squealed like a pig. I shoved her off my chest and made a run for it. I looked behind me and saw her trying to run after me. Thank god for the fact that drunk people can't run. I stopped infront of the front door and thought about climbing threw the window. My legs and arms whre to damn sore for that. Then I noticed that I had been crying. The tears had run down my cheeck and landed on my collar bone. I was almost raped by a drunk woman. And if she got pregnant than I would get sued for rape and beat the shite out of by probably her boyfriend or girlfriend. I shivered and felt like I needed a hug. I pulled out my keys and stuck my key in the door. It unlocked and I walked in as quietly as I could. I walked by the living room and I saw mark was half way sitting up. His head was slumped over onto his shoulder and he was letting off these weird sounding snores. I chuckled and walked over to him. I pushed over and his head landed with a thump on the fluffy couch pillow. I went upstairs and grabbed his favorite fuffy blanket. I layed it over him and climbed the stairs quickly and quietly. I flopped down on thebed not even caring to close and lock the door. I didn't bother changing grom my clothes that smelt of booze and perfume.