December 28, 2016

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Welcome back, loneliness. It has been quite some time, my friend.

I can't really say I missed you, because I didn't.

I was glad when you were gone. It made life easier. I was happier, though not really happy. I was able to be around friends and be genuine with my smiles and my laughs, though.

You left and I could breath again. Now you're back and all I can think about is how everyone in my life just might actually hate me. I can't breath all the way anymore. I can't interact fully with people.

See, you don't just make me feel alone. You make me feel like everyone is about to leave, too. You make me feel like no one cares. You make me feel like no one is there for me. You make me feel like I'm the only person going through what I'm going through.

So, really, you're just a bitch.

I didn't miss you and I can't wait for you to go away once more.

Maybe then my life will get a little easier.

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