A message in advance.
I don't hate you. I don't want you to stop being my friends. I don't want to lose you as my family.
You mean the world to me, you do. I love you more than I could ever put into words.
This isn't to tell you I don't want to hear your problems, it's not to tell you I want nothing to do with you. It's not to tell you to stop talking to me.
If that's what you need to do after or that's how you feel, I respect that. I will respect it if you completely walk away or if you just need to walk away for a bit. It doesn't matter to me how you take this, you just need to hear it.
You need to understand where I'm coming from. I'm sorry you won't hear it directly from me, but this is the best way for you to hear it and me to be able to say it. I can tell you directly because then I will backtrack and take it all back as soon as you express any emotion on the subject.
I really do love you and I don't want to lose you as my friends.
I just can't do this anymore. Please understand what I'm saying and listen.
YOU ARE READING
Depressing Shit
PoesieSometimes I get in really bad mindsets. Sometimes, those mindsets lead me to write really depressing shit. This will be a book dedicated to my depressing thoughts and my updates on how I'm doing. I will be moving all of my chapters in my other books...