I'm A Not Girl//PHAN

Chapter 3:

Phil's P.O.V

Hearing soft intakes of breath i look over at Dawn to see her peacefully sleeping howver her eyebroes sre creased and her mouth in a frown.

Taking this as the sign of her deep sleep i decide to do it.What its only her diary? I don't care if he hides his dearest secrets in there!

Quietly I pad along the wooden floor each creak or slight noise making me freeze in my tracks before checking Dawn is asleep and carrying on.

As I open one of the sleek drawers I sigh in relief as I see a book clearly labeled diary covered in weird anime characters.

Slowly I pick it up and close the drawer before scurrying to my own bed. Now to red it. I shine my phone torch on the page and read the most recent one....

Dear diary, or as I like to call you MyOnlyEscape
Today wasn't so good. The house is quite aethsteticlt pleasing to my rumble trash duties and I almost got out my new mint green Polaroid and took pictures but Jenny was trying her best to shove me out of the car.

I met someone with purple hair who showed me my room and I would call her hot but you know....I'm hella gay! Anyway turns out I share a room with the typical bad boy of this house so yay me. i would call him cute if not for the whole hating me thing.Note my sarcasm. Except for the whole moving and phil lester, this actually seems okay.

It was fine until...he kicked me. It was all my fault. It always is. I was annoying him like I annoy everyone and he just snapped and hit me.

I dont like being hit. It happens so many times at school. That's why I wear long sleeves. Bad news is it made me have another panicky episode of curling into a ball and sobbing.

Good news is I'm a month clean and haven't touched a blade yet. Saying that I haven't been in school a month. OH AND OTHER GOOD NEWS, I have a friend. ME DAN HOWELL MADE A FRIEND. She is really nice and we talk about the galaxy together and books and she's the first friend I've ever had. She knows I'm gay. She said she thought so as I told her because I didn't want her to get her hopes up but turns out she's bisexual with a preference for girls. Crap! I shouldn't say that. Well no one reads my diary so its fine. Anyway bye for now.

My eyes water a little. Its been a long time sincw I've seen any thoughts like these or thought about them. Wait did he say he thinks I'm cute.

My eyes scan over the page until I open my mouth in shock. Even though its dark i feel my cheeks heat up. No Phil youa re not getting feelings for this boy. Even if he is pretty cute.

Sorry its short ive only just seen the view count and I know 5 views isn't much to others but like real people read this and ahhhh <3
- Ya book chloe