I'm A Not Girl//PHAN

Chapter 5:

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Dan's POV
Faggot! Faggot! Faggot! The word rings through my ears as I lay on my bed. Phil hasn't been in here all day and I'm not sure where he is. Probably at his little den. After I ruined it.

I always ruin things. Always. I take out my sketchbook and begin to draw. I don't really know what I'm drawing but I guess I'm putting something down.

My art teacher at the last school told me to draw in my spare time to help improvement and it really has. She was extremely nice. Also the only person who called me Dan instead of....um you don't need to know my birth name.

I want to pursue an art career but I really want to start a YouTube channel but I don't think I'm creative enough. I'm just a tranny who draws...

I blow away all the eraser residue on my page before looking down at my drawing. A yandere looks back at me with long purple and green hair holding a knife in an action shot. Her arm looks strange though. Its contorted in ways it shouldn't be.

Lucy's good at drawing so I might ask her how to help. I stand up and tuck my notebook under my arm before wandering to the door. Just as I put my hand on the handle it slams open.

I shriek as I'm thrown backwards into the wall and a door crushes my insides. Pain tears through me as the door shuts a little then is flung right back open sending me back into the wall. I let out a loud choking noise which is when Phil notices me.

"Why are you behind a door" he sneers as I stumble to my feet. "I-i was a-about t-t-to leave to show Lucy my drawing-g" I half stutter half wheeze as I clutch my sketchpad closer to my chest. "Good because me and Bethany have something to do" he laughs as I see a typical barbie walk into my view and sling her arm around his waist.

How dare he. This is my room too. Without thinking I say something I know I will regret.

"Dont fuck your little slut in my bed and try not to come on my pillow!" I yell. Phil's face goes red before being replaced with pure anger.
"WHAT?!"
"N-nothing?" I stutter. Oh shit I'm doomed.

"Excuse me you little fag don't call me a slut when you are the girl who pretends to be a boy for attention, I bet you cut too!" The whore chirps holding a middle finger at me and going back to obnoxiously chewing gum. 

I ball my hands into fists totally dropping my sketchbook. "YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME!" I scream.

Suddenly a high pitched voice squeals. "DANNY WHATS WRONG!" Lucy runs into the room and tackles me into a hug.

"Nothing its fine" I say breathless," let's go I need your advice on something!" Lucy sighs before picking up my sketchbook and dragging me to her room as the barbie yells at me. "Stay here a second!" She declares pushing my shoulders down so I was sat on her bed before she scurried away.

"HEY PHILLIP SO IS JOANNA COMING OVER AFTER HARRIET OR IS IT COURTNEY!" Lucy yells,"SORRY I JUST CSNT KEEP TRACK OF ALL THE SLAGS YOU DROP IN!"

A few seconds later lucy trots back in with a flushed face and big smile. My mouth hangs open in pure shock. That girl has balls. "OK so what did you want to ask me!" She says cheerfully sitting next to me.

"You are really brave!" I chime as she smiles widely. "He has so many girls over so I thought I would intervene" she says casually as if she hasn't just made the biggest mistake she could,"A little ironic though since I used to fancy him!"

She used to like him. She bursts out laughing as my confused disgust must have shown on my face. I begin to laugh too until my stomach hurts. I haven't laughed in quite a while and it was nice. Soon she asks what on earth I wanted to know.....

I show her my drawing and she inspects it before asking for a black sharpie. I never use sharpies. Oh no.

She picks it up and re DRAWS how the arm should look on the paper. What the hell. "Right so on your next character draw the arms like you usually do then use the black lines I free over the top to make it look just like it should" she beams proud of herself. That's actually really helpful.

I throw myself into her arms and yell thank you over and over again. Laughing she peels me away from her as I must have been crushing her insides.

A loud moan interupts our conversation.

"Even after what I said they still go and do it, slutbags" Lucy sighs  "Well since you can't go to your room stay with me for a bit and also I have this new book about Galaxies and aliens!" 

Omg. This girl is literally my copy. I squeal as I jump up and down dramatically. Lucy taps me to get me to stop but instead I am flung off the bed.
THUMP

I half laugh half groan in pain as I stand up clutching my leg which I had just crushed. Lucy's face dropped. "IM SO SORRY!" she shrieks pulling me into a hug. For once, I , Dan Howell may have made a friend......

Hello so I'm writing this at 6am before school so sorry its short but the amount of views has only just become visible and I was like I MUST WRITE A CHAPTER RIGHT NOW so here you go
-Chloe