I'm A Not Girl//PHAN

Chapter 6:

*time skip to when Dan starts school*

"DAWN!" Phil screeches in my ear making me cringe to hear that name.

My eyes slowly open to see a already dressed and extremely grumpy Phil. I wipe my eyes before sitting up in bed. "My name is Dan" I mutter angrily.

Since Lucy's outburst me and Phil haven't been on good terms. By that I mean I'm woke up by him poking me until innevitable death or him bloeing down my neck after recently discovering it makes me wake right up.

Is it bad to prefer the feeling of him near my neck I guess its not since I shouldn't be having sexual thoughts over a boy who hates me.

"Time for school, and I can't leave for it until you and Lucy are ready so hurry up!" He huffs frowning at me as he plonks himself on his bed and plugs in his headphones.

Okay I need to make a good impression. I hope this school likes fairy kei boys. I pull on pastel pink skinny jeans with a white jumper that went almost to my knees and place them on my bed.

Quickly I check to make sure Phil is looking away before stripping off my clothes. As I look in the mirror I feel disgusting. Usually girls with big boobs are great but not when you are transgender.

I pick up my chest binder and wrap it around my chest making sure I look at least mostly flat chested. Due to me moving around a lot no one really takes my seriously so I haven't been even offered hormone blockers or Testosterone Shots.

Sighing I pull over my white jumper before embarking on the mission of getting my jeans on.

A lot of falling over later I have my jeans on along with a pair of white converse and a pale pink flower crown resting on my curly hair.

Lucy has been trying to get me to have my hobbit hair more often to apparently boost my self esteem. "Phil I'm ready now" I say as he just jumps up and begins to walk down the stairs. He's not punched me yet this morning but I know someone at school will. They always do.

No Dan be positive. You have Lucy there. But you also have Phil who can tell everyone. Due to past experiences I'm not telling anyone I'm trans because that way I might be able to scrape through school. Barely...

"So you think that there is a clone of our planet w ith copies of us" Lucy gasps as we take our seats on the crammed school bus. Its quite a plausable theory.

If we all disappeared off the face of the earth then the earth could still live on and begin the cycle of humanity again. "Yes I do and I totally believe it" I say defensivley.  A few sneers echo from behind me.

I turn to see a group of the popular looking gang whispering about me. Great. Looks like they don't like fairy kei boys.

Lucy must have noticed as she turned around before saying. "Caspar do you and your pathetic cronies have nothing better to do than make others miserable and fuck girls" Lucy says glaring at the boys before looking back at me, "Ignore them they are just pathetic!"

My mind flashes to when the same thing began to happen. Punches. Kicks. Insults. Its going to happen again. My breathing picks up as I hug my bag.

They will hurt me. They will all hurt me. They will. They always will. Its just how my life is. No positive Dan be positive. Positive.

Eventually I'm stood at a desk in front of a slim lady with brown hair and large circle glasses. "Dan Howell" I say as she taps the computer kegs before looking back at me. "Your form is B012 and you can get your timetable from your form tutor" she says grinning at me before ushering me away. B012.