Seoulmate

Chapter 35

Decision

Bakit?

Panay ang tanong ko sa kanila.They posted a photo of us,when we got married at the embassy.Hindi na naman mapakali ang mga tao sa mundo ni Daniel - they wanted to know the details but no one give them.Daniel's manager called him or should i say,complaining that these people might burn his phone down because they keep calling,trying to get some information from him pero wala.They even offered a cash para lang ma-interview si Daniel.And he said no.

We're already in a plane...heading back to Korea.I feel the anxiety and doubt about coming back to Seoul pero kailangan kong harapin ang lahat ng yun.Pictures in my head is so clear to me,na kahit hindi ako artista - people in showbiz will waste their time criticizing me or judging me.Well,they already did.

"Can i work when we get back?"

Umiling kaagad ang asawa ko.Agad akong sumimangot.I am independent woman.I don't want to depend on others kahit sa asawa ko pa.It's not about my pride or something pero nakasanayan ko na ang pagtrabahuan ang mga bagay na gusto ko.

"Please...not this year? You're pregnant and work plus gossip will stress you out.It's for you and the baby.Ask me about this after you give birth to him."

Nag angat ang kilay ko."Him? You sounds like you're sure about the him."

Nagkibit balikat ito."Instinct."

I rolled my eyes to him.Whatever.

The cold breeze weather welcome us when we arrived at the airport.Gaya ng sabi ni Daniel,may mga bodyguard ang nakaantabay sa aming pagdating in case of emergency.We can't take a risk now specially that i'm pregnant.

We walked hand in hand,never minding these people taking picture of us...or him.Alam ko naman na magiging ganito pero sempre iba pa rin pag nasa actual na sitwasyon ka na.At yun yata ang hindi ko kahit kilan makasanayan.

Daniel and Lee keep answering their phone when we're inside a van.His driver and body in the front seat.Si Mylene ay nasa kanyang phone din,malamang social media na naman ang inatupag.Panay ang irap nito kada scroll down nya sa kanyang phone.Problema nito?

Isang malalim na buntong hininga sa aking tabi ang nagpabalik sa aking atensyon.Mataman nya akong tiningnan.
"Work..."
He muttered then shake his head.

Mahinang tumawa si Lee."Hectic huh? That's the price you are going to pay after you ditched all your schedule for you vacation."

Napasinghap ako ng malakas at malakas na hinampas ang kanyang hita."I thought you're free that's why you go to PH? And you cancelled all your work?"

"I am free to choose what i want and that is why i go to PH to get you.Work can wait.I'll do my responsibility when i get back so there's nothing to worry."

Ay naku...mga rason nga naman.

Mylene flipped her hair and look at me with that grinned on her mouth."Haba ng hair mo girl."

Oo.Alam ko yun.

Feeling sleepy and exhausted...i hit his bed right away.I smiled at that thought that i'm back again in this place,his house and in his bed as his wife.May mga bagay nga talaga na hindi ko kontrolado kahit gaano mo ka-planado ang lahat.Cause maybe,that's how things work,cause maybe that's the destiny written in your palm.Whatever sorrow you felt in the past and good things happen in the future,sulit ang lahat ng yun.Wala naman akong hiniling noon kundi ang malagpasan ko ang mga problema na dumating at darating pa.Kumbaga,malagpasan mo lang yung bawat araw na stress sa trabaho,mga tsismosa mong mga kapitbahay,mga inggitera mong mga ka trabaho at higit sa lahat,ang traffic na nae-experience araw araw.

Ang malambot na comforter ang aking naramdaman at mainit na halik sa gilid ng aking labi bago ako tuluyan nakatulog.I have a stubborn and best husband in the whole planet,maliban sa hot at masarap...may mahihiling pa ba ako?

I woke up everyday with a breakfast already in the table.I know i am spoiled and i love it.I am suppose to be the one do this chores but my husband won't let me.Ganun ang ginagawa nya araw araw bago sya aalis sa kung saang lupalop yung lokasyon ng shooting nila,interview sa kung saan saang network,his personal business at kung ano ano pang pending na trabaho ang ginawa nya dahil sa biglaan nitong bakasyon.He's fixing it.At kung hindi daw maayos,hayaan na.He make sure also to call me when their breaktime is given,asking me if i'm bored.Napapairap ako sa aking sarili.So what if i'm bored? Wala naman akong magagawa dun.I miss working but i can't work right now.Hinaplos ko ang umbok ng tiyan ko.My baby is growing everyday.Next week ang skedyul ng check up ko,Daniel wanted to make sure if our baby is fine kahit nagpa check up naman ako sa Pinas bago umalis.Hindi pa alam ng buong sambayanan na magkakaanak na kami,sabi nga din ng asawa ko - he won't spill anything.If they know someday,they'll know.If they will ask - he will answer them.Ayaw nyang mag deny at magsimungaling just like other celebrity who hide everything just because they're afraid that they might lose their fame and appeal to people.But if you're good at what you're doing,people can't forget you easily,can't take you down no matter what.Why would you let them in to your system? Who are they? Sila yung mga peste sa buhay mo na kung magpapatalo ka,well...ayun talo ka talaga.

Mylene back to her old self,madalas ay busy sa trabaho lalo pa at tambak ang mga paperworks dahil sa ilang araw na absent.That's work.Pag umabsent ka,sempre walang gagawa ng trabaho mo dahil sempre trabaho mo yun at hindi sa ibang tao.

Tamad kong tiningnan ang phone ko ng marinig ang alert tone.Kanina pa nagme-message si Daniel,nagtatanong ng kung ano ano na wala namang kabuluhan.But my eyebrow's raise of Mylene's message saying to open the tv and the channel where Daniel is doing his work...yun ay ang press conference. As usual,ang daming mga taga medya,akala mo tatakbo ng presidente si Daniel na kailangan present sila.

"Mr.Kim...is it true that you're married already?"
Oh my God! Kanino nalaman ng tsismosong reporter yan? Napatuwid ang likod ko sa tanong na yun but my husband is acting like he never care.He even grinned to them.

"Hmm...it's true.I'm not single anymore."

Napuno ng bulong-bulungan ang buong studio.Sunod sunod na tanong ang umiire at hindi man ito natinag.Is he that confident that people will understand him,support him and his fans will eespecr his decision? Am i going to be the reason that he might lose his fame because he choose me?

"How did you propose to her?"

Bahagyang natawa si Daniel sa tanong na yun.Naningkit ang mga mata ko sa harap ng telebisyon.
"Well,actually...she go back to PH without telling me about it,we had a misunderstanding before i also leave to Jeju Island and i was thinking to sort it out when i come back but only my cold house welcomed me.So,i cancelled all my schedule and come up with this plan...on how to win her back.With the help of our two friends,they fixed everything i asked,and proposed to her and marry her the same day.She don't have any idea about it and i think it's the best moment to remember seeing her face like that.I proposed in front of our friends who keep bullying me the whole time,and it's the best day of my life."

Hindi ko malunok ang sarili kong laway na tinitingnan itong nakangiti,kampante sa harap ng mga kamera at mga tao at sinasabi ang lahat ng to.He's really reckless.He don't mind what other people think after this.He don't give a damn if he'll lose everything just because he told them the truth.

"I will not try to hide it.Cause i'm happy of what i choose.My wife understand my work,still overthinking of what my fans reaction if they know but i assured her that they understand.I hope so.Cause i didn't regret this decision,cause i will probably regret it if i don't follow my heart."

Ngumiti ako ng mag isa.At least he's the kind of guy who will stand by you no matter what,true to his word,responsible to his action.This guy will get a kiss and a tight hug from me later.