secret love || s.m

1. shawn?

       "we keep behind closed doors.
everytime i see you, i die a little more"

maya.

there he was, the devil himself.
"mr smith, late again? take a seat now" our maths teacher mrs vandhaal said.
jonah smith, he is the hottest boy in school, popular and girls fall head over heals for him. oh and did i say, he is my boyfriend.

jonah makes his way to the back of the classroom next to me, saying hello to each person he walks past.

"hey babe" he says kissing my cheek "hi." i said blankly.

"whats crawled up your pants babygirl" i just glared giving him in a 'are you fcking kidding me' look.

i turned back to face the front and as i did that, the bell rang for lunch its as if god heard my prayers so i made my way to the cafeteria with jonah.

at lunch i sit with jonah and his friends, ian, brian, matt and shawn.

it was awkward sitting on a table with popular boys and having jealous girls give me death glares.

as the boys had there own conversation and i was on my phone, i could feel someones stare on me. i looked up to find shawn mendes staring.

ok so let me explain, shawn mendes is jonahs best mate and im kind of dating both of them, its just jonah doesnt know that me and shawn are together

its complicated, im not into jonah as much as i used to but im head over heals for shawn.

im thinking about breaking it off with jonah in a few days because i cant live like this knowing i love someone else

Authors Note:
i have big things coming with this book. very high expectations!
what do you think of maya?
thank you for reading ✨