secret love || s.m

13. what is love?

"I dont want to hide us away"

maya

As hours go, the more tears that stream down my face.

Im heartbroken.

Ive lost the one I love and I still dont know the full reason to it all.

Yes you may be thinking 'Maya youre only 17, you dont know the what love really is.'

But my father, he was a wise man. He taught me everything I needed to know about life.

He knew about Shawn and I. He asked me if I was doing te right thing and he told me what love is.

Love is a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes that ranges from interpersonal affection ("I love my mother") to pleasure ("I loved that meal"). It can refer to an emotion of a strong attraction and personal attachment. It can also be a virtue representing human kindness, compassion, and affection—"the unselfish loyal and benevolent concern for the good of another". It may also describe compassionate and affectionate actions towards other humans. (comment what you think love is).

And everything about Shawn is what I love. All you need is love.

Maybe I just need to give him time.

I need to see him.

Me: Shawn meet me at mine like right now please. We need to talk!

Within 5 minutes, I heard a knock on my door.

It opened to reveal Shawn "Your here" I said with a small smile, happy he turned up.

"Is everything okay? What do you want to talk about?" he asked a little concerned.

We went over to the couch and sat down next to eachother.

"Shawn I miss you, im not telling you to take me back right now but just know youre all im thinking about." I said as I placed my hand on top of his.

He hesitated to move it for a second but kept them together.

"I need you to set me free, if we are meant to be just know that love is what will bring us back" he said moving his hand.

"I had a feeling this was going to happen sooner than later." i said with a single tear falling down my cheek.

He picked his hand up and gently whipped my tear away with his thumb.

"Im a mess for you" i said slightly laughing which caused him to smile.

"Youre my mess" he said.

He stood up, I did to. Held his arms wide open.

I leaped forward into his arms and hugged him ever so tight! Im going to miss his cuddle, his amazing scent and the way he treated me like his princess.

You Shawn Mendes,
Are the love of my life.

Authors Note:
Day 2 of my daily upload week.
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