secret love || s.m

11. useless

"Why cant I hold you in the streets.
Why cant I kiss you on the dance floor"

maya

Things have just become tense now a days.

I havent heard from Jonah in a while and its worried me, I dont like him in that way but hes still my boyfriend

I sighed loud enough for my mum to hear from the other room.

"Honey are you okay?" my mum asked

"Yeah, just tired." I replied bluntly

She shrugged her shoulders knowing that whatever she did, I still wont open up to her.

Ive been so down recently that its got to the point where im close to giving up.

Love. Love is strong but its painful.

I texted Jonah.

Jonah: You say theres nothing left to fight for.

Now all I have to do is wait.

Just as I sent the message to Jonah, Shawn had sent me one.

Shawn: Your heart is to afraid to want more X

What does he mean, if this is his way of breaking up with me then I truly am shocked.

Me: Shawn I dont know what you mean?

Shawn: You only win, if you dont give up.

He really is scaring me now.

Do I just blank it and face him tomorrow at school?

I decided to facetime him but he kept hanging up.

Me: Shawn pick up the phone now!

I called him again for him to deny the call, again.

Me: Fuck you!!!!

Im really not in the mood for his bullshit anymore. He either picks up or fucks off.

He then felt my phone vibrate on my bed.

"Hello?"
"I love you Maya"

Then the line went dead.

Im so confused, are people purposely trying to get on my nerves ffs.

I grabbed my phone and threw it across the room.

Im totally done with everyone.

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