secret love || s.m

20. how i feel

(please read authors note. v v v important!!)

maya

I need this break, itll be good for me, I have been so stressed out recently.

As much as I miss everyone back home. I need this, its the only thing I can do to get away from all the nightmares.

I feel like the walls are closing and there is a lack of air around me. I called my mum to inform her that I would be okay and not to contact me for a while.

Theres only one place for me to o and thats to him. We were bestfriends before everything happened and it wouldnt hurt if I showed up an he let me stay with him for a while.

He is sure to understand eerything and hopefully this will be a drama-free break.

Lets just hope he wont be shocked by my sudden appearance.

Authors Note:
Who do you think he is?
Im so sorry that this is short (next chapter will be extremely long), its just ive just had a lack of inspiration and with my exams being real soon, i need to concentrate on them a lot.
I will still update every week maybe double updates dependin if i have enough time on my hands.
Id also loke to thank lotpshawn she has been an incredible help to me with this book and helping with ideas etc... go check out her book called insane it is amazing!
I hope you all understand.
Thank you for reading! Xx