secret love || s.m

6. thoughts

    "why cant i say that im in love, i
   want to shout it from the rooftops"

shawn.

I want to know which idiot crashed into me, it was clearly done on purpose.

The car looked so familiar but I just couldnt put my finger on it.

Ever since the accident, the hospital let me leave the same day so Maya stayed with me for the rest of the weekend because Jonah went to go and visit some family in California for two days.

I had been getting really bad migraines recently which scared me if im honest.

My mum would always come and check up on me every now and then. Maya was with me the entire time I was home and went back to hers to sleep.

Someone started knocking on my bedroom door then slowly opened it to reveal my mum.

She came and sat on the end of my bed "Shawn how are you feeling" she asked with a smile.

"Im doing good thanks. Im meaning to sound rude but did you want something?" i said politely.

She said "Whats going on between you and Maya? Are you together?"

"Mum its complicated."

"Ive seen the way you to look at eachother, that spark in both your eyes. My mother once told me that, that was the way me and your father looked at eachother" she said.

"I dont know mum" that was all that came out of my mouth.

"Well get some sleep sweetie, I love you" she said as she kissed my forehead and left the room.

"I love you too" I said even though she couldnt hear me.

It was getting late and all I could think about was the car accident.

The car looked far too familiar and my head couldnt get to who it could have been, I was so confused.

I started to think more and more which resulted in my headache getting worse.

I thought id call it a night and closed my eyes to feel my body losen out.

Authors Note:
Who do you think crashed into Shawn?
Sorry this is a short, its currently 11pm and im extremely tired.
Thank you so much for reading.
Next chapter tomorrow 7pm GBT ✨