secret love || s.m

19. love you goodbye

(since 1d and the jacks got to the same amount of votes ive chosen 1d for this update and the jcks for tomorrows. lets see how many titles you can spot & comment down below how many you have found).

maya

After yesterday being an eventful day, I had to leave Shawns house early AM so I could get home and get ready for school.

I texted Shawn telling him I left and to meet me at the school parking lot een he gets there.

I didnt choose anything to over the top to wear, just a casual outfit.

I decided to curl my hair today since its always starightened, I want a new look.

Well not fully new since my outfit hasnt had much effort put into it. I would have put didnt have much motivation.

So I curled my hair, gathered all my books and what not that I need for today and headed out the door to school.

After around 10 minutes, I had arrived to hell and waited for Shawn where I usually met him.

While I was stood there waiting for Shawn, I got lost in my own thoughts knwing that his parents. They dont know about us.

As I started to add it up, I realised that things arent going to be as easy for us than we thought.

I started to have doubts until I heard some girls talking and I heard the exact words "Jonah is back tomorrow, lets see what he says about Maya and Shawn" and they started laughing.

My head began to hurt and my vision became blurry all of a sudden.

Damn anxiety, please dont do this to me now.

I started to run to my car, it was a stupid idea since I could barely see but I still went into it and drove my way home.

I cant do this, I cant face Jonah tomorrow.

He has the affect to where he could make or break me.

I barged into the front door, my mum was at worl so it was dead silent.

I grabbed the nearest pen and paper and started to write;

Dear Shawn,

Dont worry about me because I am safe. When im with you I feel like the girl almighty and try me nobody compares to you. Im going to be one for a while, Im not sure how long but it wont be long enough for yall to think im dead. Only if i could fly, id fly away with you from all of our problems. My love is for your eyes only. You always end up aching my heart. You make my heart flutter with happiness and protect me with all your strength so nobody can drag me down. Theres just one thing I want you to know, its thst I love you with all my heart and you build so much love, strength and courage in me and I honestly wouldnt know what do to without you. Dont go searching for me because theres no way in hell youll find me, its just a short break and I wont reply to any messages because thing have become out of hand and I nee this break more than ever! I will more than likely be having those midnight memories, youre more than just a summer love and we will always be forever young. I love you my dearest, please let my mom know im fine and that theres nothing to worry about. I love you so much & I will see you soon my love!

Maya Xx

I took the note and out it into my pocket. I ran upstairs grabbed a duffel bag and shoved a bunch of clothes and any accessories I would need for a month.

I finished packing than made my way to my car and headed to school.

It was around 10am so they were into 2nd period ehich meant no one will see me.

I made it to the student parking lot, headed to shawns car and slipped the note through the window that he always leaves slightly open so the inside of the car doesnt get too warm during the summer.

Its even the little things he does that I remember.

I headed into my car and drove somewhere. A place where you wouldnt even of guessed.

But for now, im going to love you goodbye.

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