What is Love? I+C (GirlXGirl) (Editing)

Chapter 11

Danny lightly pressed his lips onto mine, his lips felt soft... but chloe's were softer.

the kiss was slow, and sensual, but i could only think of chloe. Damn. i really wanted to pull away, really, really, really!!!

but i didnt. sure, his kiss made me feel... nervous. but only because this was my first time kissing  a boy in... well in a while, and because he's my friend.

i felt Danny bite on my lower lip, making me unexpectidly gasp. my guess is he took it as a sign beause he slowly started to kiss me deeper.

i couldnt do anything, i couldnt even kiss him back. so i pulled away. slowly.

EWWW my mind screamed. it made me feel dirty, it made me feel used. crappy. ugly.

ew.

Danny stayed there, just staring at me, trying to see my face. but i couldnt stand it, i couldnt stand him looking at me.

i know what it feels like to like someone so much, but they dont like you. they dont even care.

and i have a heart, i feel bad.  i cant just reject someone on the spot... or in a mean way,

sometimes it sucks being so mean.

"woah Isabelle" i heard a female voice say to me.

i couldnt help but cower in fear, i would know that voice anywhere. Mary.

i turn with a forced smile on my face to find Mary and Chloe walking towards me. 

"hey guys" i said once they were close enough to see me.

"im sorry Danny but i have to take Isabelle home, her mother is looking for her and she hasn't been picking up her phone." she said while sounding completely realistic.

i nodded, "ok, I'm sorry. i forgot my phone at home."

"thats explains it" Chloe said while snorting.

i stood up and dusted myself off. i gave Danny a quick hug before starting to walk away. "ill see you at school" i said while waving, before turning around to walk in sync with Chloe and Mary.

there was an awkward silence between us, i felt bad. i wasnt even sure if chloe saw us or not.

but then again, why should i care. she's a cheer freak now, and im still a basketball player. we're nothing alike. and shes a girl.

a girl.

i graoned, why must this be so difficult. you cant just start randomly liking a girl, im not saying i like her.

i like kissing her, i like hugging her... i like..

"Isabelle" Mary said while breaking my train of thought.

"huh?" i asked her.

she looked at me with a confused expression.

i was confused as well, i dont like danny.. i like chloe. she even knows that, so im sure she's wondering why i kissed him.

"long story" i said while looking at chloe who was walking with her head down and staring at the ground.

"can i talk to her.. alone" i whispered to Mary who was trying to stay out of uour problems im sure.

she nodded her head, and as soon as we got to her room and walked up the stairs to my room she did a very silly thing.

while chloe walked in, while i was already in the room, she pushed chloe onto me and then closes the door. i chuckled, my lock was on the inside of the room, she has no way of locking it. i think.

"can we talk?" i asked chloe in a low voice. she was pressed up against me,

she looked sad though, she shook her head no and then walked to the door. but when she tried to open the door, it wouldn budge.

"open the door Mary!" she yelled.

i chuckled and went to sit down on my bed.

"NO, not until you talk to her." Mary yelled through the door.

i swear i though i heard chloe growl. "Open the fucking door!" she yelled.

i laughed again, when Mary wants something done she will go out of her way to get it done.

"NO!"

"Fine" Chloe said in an angry manner. i bit my lip that time, stopping myself from laughing.

but chloe didnt move form the door, instead she stayed there, and sat down on the ground.

here i go.

"Mary?" i said softly while walking to her.

she looked up at me only to scowl, i was brief but i could see the tears threatening to come release.

"Mary!" i half yelled trying to get her to look at me.

but she didnt, instead she brought her knees to her chest and rested her head on her knee, but she wouldnt look at me.

"gosh your stubborn" i said while gigling.

i sat down next to her, pressing my side right against her', i though she would move, but she didnt. that was a god sign.

i felt myself get nervous, i was touching her, i havent really been alone with her since that time in the shower.

but even though i stopped her that time, my mind kep wondering what it would be like to feel her. to have her op top of me. or under me. to have her touch me the way i want to touch her.

"Chloe, im sorry" i said.

she didnt respond though.

ugh.

i placed my hand on her cheek and brough her face up to look at me, i could see the tears that were in her eyes, and the few that were streaming down her cheeks. i couldnt help but smile, even while crying this girl looks beautiful.

i brought my face to her's, our lips inces apart until i felt like i couldnt wait any longer. i brought my lips to hers.

they were as soft as i remember. as warm. perfect.

i bite her lips softly, all i want to do is kiss her. deepen the kiss. anything to know that she doesnt hate me for the horrible thing i did.

but she pulls away. she cries even more, im honeslty lost for a couple of seconds. i never know how to react when i see women crying. ive never been the kind that people go to for advice because im probably just as lost as they are.

"I'm sorry" i repeated as i wrapped my arms around her and pulled her to me.

she continued to cry, softly. i felt bad, did i really hurt her that bad.

she looked up at me after a couple of seconds. "no,.." she said while shaking her head. "im sorry. i shouldnt be crying... im just so... tired" she said with a small sigh.

i continued to hold her near my chest. "its ok, i dont mind. i actually like holding you." i said wile burrying my head in her hair, she smelled like cucumber mellon.

 "im sorry" i said once again. more to make myself feel better, than chloe...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

dun dun dun. haha the next part is going to be fun to right!!! :)

 ok since it took three days to get six comments and fourteen votes... so here you go.

give me five comments and ten votes then ill upload. haha i know, people usually go up but ok well i go down.

:D
i hope you guys enjoyed.

vote and comment.