When Love and Eternity Collide (A Carlisle Cullen and Twilight Fan Fiction)

Chapter 11

Sharna's P.O.V.

I had decided that it was time for my family to know the reason for me being ashamed of myself.

'Before I was changed, I had everything that I wanted. A family to support me and I found out I was pregnant with Elizabeth aswell. I was going to the market and I was gone for no more than an hour. People used to watch me wherever I went, it was nothing new. But one particular group of men would watch me. I knew exactly who they were. They were scientists who were trying to make immortals out of humans who had nothing left. I didn't understand why they took a sudden interest in me because I had everything I could have wanted. I got home about an hour later and I found utter devestation.'

I tried to keep my face composed but I couldn't stop the grief in my eyes, my mind or my emotions. I felt arms wrap around each other my shoulders. It was Carlise and Elizabeth. I carried on with my story.

'When I walked into the house and I couldn't understand what I was seeing. It was horrific. I found my family in the living room looking like they had been mauled by an animal or something. What happned to them couldn't have been human. I realised that I had lost pretty much everything. When I came to that realisation, I got an idea of who had caused it. It was the scientists. They had taken everything away from me within one short hour. I knew that they would try to kill Elizabeth, so I gave her away after I named her.' I said, tears starting to form in my eyes. I felt calmness wash over me and nodded my thanks to Jasper.

'After I was changed I knew exactly what they were planning, using my gifts. I couldn't let them carry on. They were wanting to bring more immortals to the world. But they were just children, around 10 or 11. So I killed the scientists. Nothing too greusome, I just snapped their necks. A simple punishment for taking everything away from me. After that, I destroyed the complex I was held in. Destroying all the memories in there with it. I would always keep tabs on Elizabeth, just to make sure she was safe. That's how you got the the Hale's. I saw what those poor excuses of adopted parents were doing to you and I couldn't let it carry on. After that I realised that there would always be dangers in the human world aswell. I had all these abilities and strength, why not use them?' I was starting to feel the self loathing grow towards me. 

'I could hear all the thoughts of rapists and murderes, thinking about the victims they were in pursue of and their past victims. I couldn't let them go on. So I killed them. I killed so any people in my life. And I started to think of myself as a monster. And how could I deny it. I was a monster taking human lives, the was mine had been taken from me. I took away their futures, their lives and their possibilities.' I said, with the grief evident in my voice.

Everyone just sat there and stared at me. None of them were angry and I couldn't understand why. I had taken so many human lives and they looked at me in awe and adoration. I didn't understand it. 

'How could we be angry at you, you had everything taken away from you, you wanted revenge, much like we all did.' Edward said, complete understanding in his voice.

'The reason I understand you is because I was much the same. You have the same gift as me and i used it for the exact same reason. Except I killed them in a different way, you understand.' Edward said.

I understood then that he killed them to feed and protect human life at the same time.

I now understood why they were all looking at me in awe and adoration. They all wanted revenge on the peole that did this to them. Rosalie got her revenge. Edward was already dying and Carlisle saved him. Esme jumped off a cliff when her baby was killed. I hoped she got her revenge for that. Carlisle never found his creator. It had been centuries. Jasper was part of a newborn army, the creator is still living in the south with her army. And Alice can't remember anything from her human life. She woke up alone in the woods.

I realised then that we were all a family of well matched people. People who needed guidance and support from each other aswell as themselves. I couldn't believe that I had found love again after Benjamin. I know I still loved him in my heart but it was nothing compared to the love I had for Carlisle. Carlisle was mu soul mate. I would do anything for him. 

I hoped that life would look up for us now. But then again, we don't always get what we want.

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Hey guys :) hope you like this chapter :) I am going to introduce the wolf pack but with some changes. Jacob Black is going to be the current and true Alpha wolf and Sam is Beta wolf (as Bells put it in Eclipse).

If you have any ideas then please let me know and I will see how I can incoporate it into my story :)

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