Cryaotic X reader

Chapter 27

Y/N POV

I havent sleep in 4 days. I just am afraid that when I wake up I'll die. It was around 12 when Russ walked in to my room. Ryan was looking out a window and almost started crying. All of a sudden Minx, ken, Nick and Russ all tackled Ryan. It was hilarious. Anyway, it was awesome to see Ryan happy and to see the band together. The only person missing was me. 

I felt a void in my heart. I wish I was awake, I wish I could be happy with them. But I cant. The room fell into silence at the sight of me. Ryan, almost started crying so Russ decided to bring cry and everyone else down to the cafeteria. 

They ended up sleeping in my room. Ryan, slept in the same bed as me, cuddled up to my body. I felt...safe. I felt happy. I was ready to face my death, or what was next. So I closed my eyes. And woke up.