Chapter 53

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by len1902

by len1902

Y/N POV

I finally got out of the hospital after a day or two. Its been 2 weeks. I had to take things slow of course but my mind was anything but slow. Now that I actually have time to think my mind is racing with questions and confusion about what I had experionced while I was out. My out of body experionce was, to say the least, weird and I don't know why or how it happened.

Everyone went back home once they knew I was safe and I returned to my own home. As did Ryan. He came to visit me every night, and for lunch, but during the day he recorded and edited videos. It's not his fault, though, that he wasn't around me constantly, I told him I need some time to try to find myself again, and he agreed, under some conditions, of course. When I got home I just broke down and cried. I guess the fear and realization of what happened just all hit me at once and I was just overcome with emotions. I think Ryan carried me up stairs and into my bed because when I awoke I had his arms around me, and his shirt was damp from my tears.

Youtube was like my second getaway. When Ryan wasnt there I'd go and make a video. It would get descent views and I'd get some pretty good money, but whenever Ryan and I made a video together, and we combined our two fanbases, we'd get over 3 million views, per video. Whenever Saturday night came around, 'Ryan' would turn into 'Cry'. Same person different name. He'd always let me join Saturday Nights and we'd all laugh and cry, and battle it out with eachother. I loved it. It was something I honestly looked forward to all week. Minx and I would always team up and Ryan would always team up with Nick and Russ. Snake would lonewolf it, normally, and destroy us all. Then, when 2am rolled around, we'd say good night, and leave. Except Ryan and I would stay up and videochat until either I fell asleep or he fell asleep. We talked about everything and anything and I loved it. I honestly can't wait till tomorrow. It's gonna be amazing.

"Hey Cheyanne." I said smiling, while brushing my hand through Cheyanne's long, golden fur. She licked my hand and wagged her tail. The sun was exceptionally hot this afternoon. Even in the shade of the palm trees, above Jessica's pool, it was still pretty hot.

"Here you go mad'am." Jessica said handing me a glass of lemonade.

"Why thank you." I said in a botched fancy accent. Sitting down in the lawn chair next to me, she pushed her sunglasses up the bridge of her nose and sighed.

"Aint this the life." She said, smiling.

"It sure is." I said in agreement.

"You really love him dont you." She said to me sitting up in her chair. I looked over at her and nodded my head. She smiled and turned so she was looking at the pool.

"You gonna marry him?" She asked. I sat there thinking for a little while before answering.

"Yes."