Chapter 34

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by len1902

by len1902

CRY POV

"You get the call yet?" Russ asks me as we are walking down the street on our way to the pizza place. Everyone else is at my place, and the Pizza place is literally a 5 minute walk so I mean. I just thought maybe walking around in not such a crazy setting would calm my nerves. Nope.

"No. Its been a day. Shouldn't they be done by now?" I ask. Turning to look at russ. He sighs and frowns.

"I dont know."

He stops me.

"Hey Ryan. Did you take her to the tree?"

"Yeah. I did. What about it?"

"Did you tell her why your name was previously crossed out?"

"No, she didn't notice, why tell her something she doesn't need to know?"

"Because, its important. She needs to know about what happen between you and-" I cut him off.

"-Enough, I dont need to tell her, it has absolutely nothing to do with her." He has a pained look on his face and once again sighs in frustration.

"Ryan, this has everything to do with her, I'm worried. She should know what happened. She DESERVES to know. You cant protect her forever from what you did. You know I cant tell her because its not my secret to tell, but she should know your past. Just think about it ok?"

"Ok." I say, I dont know. I've tried so hard to hide my pain these last few months, but...seeing another won]man I love in pain sucks. But having one absolutely hate me afterwards is like..death. I just hope Y/N doesn't turn out like her. Because I...I thought I loved her, but the love and compassion and longing for Y/N is no where near as big as hers. Tho I do miss her...I miss Y/N a thousand times more. I cant handle two heart breaks, I could barely handle one.

"I'll do it." I say,