Cryaotic X reader

Chapter 30

Y/N POV

I-I did it...briefly. I just needed to feel him, talk to him, tell him everything was ok. Then I think I had a seizure. I dont know, I couldn't feel my legs, or my arms. only Ryan's arms around me. And...I couldn't really see anything either, cause I closed my eyes at the sight of Ryan in pain. I-I also guess that I was put back in a coma, but this one can be controlled...weird right. But, I'm just happy I was able to talk to him but said to let him go

He was taken away from me by the crew. Saddened by my sudden abandonment there was nothing I could do but wait...wait to be fixed by the doctors. 

Ok first of all HOW THE HELL DID THEY NOT CATCH ANYTHING?! Like seriously there doctors, I really need another hospital cause this ones doctors suck. Like, when they were rooting around my stomach and checking my brain for crap on the machines, how did they not catch anything. Its scary...and that seizure was the worst thing...second of course to being without Ryan. If I die...how-how will he go on. I dont care about what happens to me, only about how it effects him...2 girlfriends he loved a lot, leave him so suddenly, and one threatening to everyone his identity, and the other dying in a freaking hospital bed. I can die. I wont die.

I...miss him...but...there's nothing I can do. There's nothing.