Blinded In Chains -Synacky-

Chapter 6

I had been expecting this, so why was I getting so pissed off about it?

I shouldn't have fucking kissed him like that, at least not yet! The plan was to befriend him first, to befriend him and THEN do this...

I threw my head back against my bedroom wall yet again, sighing through gritted teeth as I closed my eyes and slowly spread out my fingers from my previously balled-up fists.

I needed to calm down, and concentrate. He was different to any male I had ever met. He was so obviously a straight guy but, the way he'd kissed me... I didn't understand it. It felt as though he'd wanted to be there...

I sighed again, pushing myself off the bed and walking slowly towards the bathroom. I knew that a shower wouldn't make a difference to my incredibly angry and stressed mood, but it couldn't hurt. I did, however, know of one thing that would loosen me up... No, Brian. Not just yet. You can't do that to him just yet.

Once in the bathroom, I flicked on the light and grimaced, the brightness hurting my eyes. I turned the light off again, instantly feeling better in the darkness.

I reached into the shower and turned it on, turning the dial to 'COLD' before pulling my hand away. I tugged my shirt from my body, before kicking off my jeans, socks and underwear. I leaned against the cool, tiled wall and let out a heavy breath, my eyes closing.

I climbed into the shower, resting my back against the glass of the cubicle as the freezing cold water ran down my naked body. I shivered slightly as the water trickled through my hair , dripping onto my shoulders and down my chest.

I stood there for several minutes, the cold starting to affect me and making my teeth chatter.

But I couldn't bring myself to raise my hand and turn the water off- I was thinking too deeply. I could think clearly now, and the only thing I could think about was the beautiful boy in my basement.

How was I going to do what I wanted to do to him, without upsetting him further?