When he loved me.. ~Victuri MPreg~

Victor

I sat up and held my head. I'm never drinking again..

Throwing my legs over the side of my hotel bed I let out a sigh. Last nights banquet didn't feel the same.... not without yuri... it never does.

I hate to admit it but I'm missing him more than ever now. I miss holding him close and kissing his soft lips and whispering sweet nothings into his ear as he fell asleep against my chest. 

I shook my head and pulled out my phone. I had a few messages and missed calls but they were nothing unusual. I typed in Chris' number and pressed the phone against my ear.

"Victor! Hello!" Chris' voice rang through the other end of the phone. In the background I could hear the clinking of glasses and he chatter of couples. I rode a brow.

"Hey Chris! Um... you sound busy.." I said, scratching the back of my neck.

"Oh...um.... yeah I am actually..." he replied honestly making me sigh.

"Oh sorry to bother you I'll call you when your free..." he said hanging up the phone.

Maccachin jumped up into my lap barking happily and cuddling up on my lap. I smiled lightly and pet his fluffy head gently.

At this moment I felt nothing but emptiness.... I felt as though I had a longing that could never be fulfilled...

I knew that they longing was yuri... I missed him so much. I still don't understand why he left but he seemed upset.

I still remember the tears flowing down his perfect pale face. His beautiful raven hair messed up from pulling at it too much. The dark circles that surrounded his deep brown eyes...

I sighed and laid my head down closing my eyes. I was so tired of feeling empty... no matter how much I skate this hole inside my heart cannot be filled.... not without yuri...

I've just been too stupid to realise..