When he loved me.. ~Victuri MPreg~

Victor

I panted as I stared at the ice beneath my feet. My cheeks were red and my hair was damp from working so hard. I've been pushing myself to my limit each day at practise.... but it still wasn't enough.

I glanced over at Yurio who was tying his skates. His blonde hair was falling over his pale white face. He had the usual blank expressionless look on his face causing my lips to curl up into a small smile of fondness.

"Yurio! Good morning!" I yelled over waving my hands at him.

He shot me a disgusted look as he skated onto the ice. "You seem cheerful today.." he spat clearly annoyed causing me to chuckle.

"You've never been a morning person yuri!" I laughed ruffling his hair.

"Don't touch me!" He snapped rolling his eyes and skating off.

I chuckled and put my earphones back in and replaying my music. My music was a slow piece... chosen to show love, but I can't feel it like i should be.

I know it's crazy but I've been missing yuri so much lately. Nothing feels the same. From life on the ice to just waking up beside him, and brushing his raven hair away from his pale face to kiss his forehead good morning..... I miss everything..

I started my routine and let myself get lost in the music at the thought of yuri. I wonder what he is doing now.

Is he happy?

Without me?

I landed my jump and continued on. What if he is with someone else? Will the person make the same mistake as I did? Even though I don't know what I did.

I felt a form of jealousy build up inside me and my head started racing. I don't want yuri to be with someone else! I don't want him! I won't let him! He's mine!! And only ever going to be mine!

I shook my head and focused on the soft symphony of my music. I took deep breaths to calm down.

Calm down Victor... you can't be selfish.

I let my body glide and move to the Rhythm of the music. Soon finishing.

I crouched over panting my head spinning. I needed yuri. Nothing in my life was the same. I hated being away from him.

But it's too late.

"Victor!" Coach Yakov called from the side of the ice. I skated over looking at him with a fake smile.

"Yeah?" I asked wiping the ice from my skates listening to what criticism he had for my soulless routine.

"Your routines are sloppy and unbelievable!.... these routines are totally unacceptable for the competitions in Japan!" He says angrily

"Yeah yeah I know I-.... wait.... Japan?" I questioned looking up at him

"Yes Japan!" He replied in a harsh tone.

I felt a smile form on my lips as I looked at the ice. Japan... I'll be in Japan soon.

Now I'll just need to find where yuri is...

And fix this once and for all.