When he loved me.. ~Victuri MPreg~

Victor

"Mr. Nikiforov, what is your personal relationship with Yuri Katsuki?"

The question took all words from me. What was my personal relationship with him? Hatred? One sided love?

Our relationship didn't fit into any one category. It was a sort of mixed one. A mixed between love (for me anyway), jealousy (on my part too), anger (from both of us) and then complete hatred, I'll let you guess that one.

My Snow White teeth began to chew on my pink lips through habit, a habit Yuri always hated, he always said I tore my lips and then they would be all gross and chapped, that would result in me not getting any kisses for about two days.

"Um... well... nothing, I have absolutely no personal relations with Yuri Katsuki" I said in a serious tone. I didn't even believe that, in fact Yurio beside me let out a scoff and rolled his eyes.

Loud murmurs erupted between each of the reporters before going silent once more... well by silent I mean only the sounds of cameras were heard.

"Alright then... is it true that you have a son?" Another reported asked making me grind my teeth.

I was having a relatively good day until that asshole of a reporter brought that day up for me.

Yuri.

My Yuri.

He was crying, crying because me me.

He trusted me.

I broke his heart.

He needed me there for him.

And I threw that away all because I was scared. 

Anger started building up inside me. I have already answered this question!

"I have answered this before! No I do not have a son!" I hissed making people move themselves back against their seats, well all except one..

A figure in the back stood up and looked at me with challenging eyes. I couldn't quite comprehend who they were... that was until their harsh words shot out of their mouth like venom soaked arrows, shooting directly at me to pierce, and poison each part of my morality.

"Tell us Victor! Who is that child then that is growing more and more like YOU everyday hm?"

Yuri.

I narrowed my eyes and stood up.

"Oh lord, sit down Victor!" Yurio growled. He personally doesn't agree with what I did, but what does he know?! He's just a stupid kid!

"I have no idea Mr. Katsuki but I have no children myself!" I shot back hoping to cut Yuri down before he got too cocky.

I saw his eyes roll as the reports silently took down each word that escaped our lips.

"I beg to differ, in fact I would push that you get a DNA test to prove that that isn't your child" Yuri spat a smirk forming on his lips.

My whole body filled with anger. How dare he humiliate me in front of everyone! Well... two can play at that game!

"I would, but I don't feel like doing something like that for someone that could have many other men be responsible for the child!" I growled and instantly regretted it.

Yuri's face paled momentarily, as if a ghost just shot up right in front of him. I took it too far. I know that Yuri never cheated or slept around... in fact I was his first.

He never trusted anyone to take that part of him, when I did it was so special to him... and then I implied he sleeps around.

Yuri's pale face soon turned into a deep, rage filled red. His eyes darkened and his jaw clenched. I gulped slightly from habit and moved back in my chair slightly.

"Well then sign over your rights to our son!" Yuri barked his hands tightening up into fist.

I froze slightly. I never thought of that. I mean I don't want to be a father... no not want.... I can't be a father. I wouldn't be a good one, Yuri knows that. That's why he didn't even tell me he was pregnant. He knows that I couldn't be a dad.

However, the thought never crossed my mind of throwing my rights away to my son. In fact I wanted to be involved slightly in his life.

I know, selfish right?

I wanted to be his dad, when it suited me. I wanted to be with Yuri, without the worry of a child. I wanted my old life, but I didn't want change.

My morals were completely all over the place, but one thing was for certain.

I'm not giving up my rights to my son.

"No" I simply said not caring that I had just contradicted everything I said previously.

Yuri began screaming at me. "What do you want Victor!! I can't keep chasing you down!! Act like a man and grow up god damn it!!" Yuri screamed tears starting to fall down his soft cheeks.

I stood up out of habit. I desperately wanted to hug him and tell him this will all be okay... but I don't know if it is... or if it ever will be again.

I was too caught up in trying to calm Yuri down, while also getting my point across as to why I should be able to see my son now and then.

I almost didn't realise the small tug in my pants.

I looked down, my eyes meeting with large, unique blue eyes.

The small boy did look a lot like me, but that was irrelevant.

"Mr.... I know you don't like me very much.... but please don't make my mommy cry anymore..." 

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Hello!!!! I'm so so so so so so sorry for not replying but I wanted this chapter to have a lot of plot development so yeah 😂

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