When he loved me.. ~Victuri MPreg~

Yuri

I looked up at Victor, I looked right into his beautiful blue eyes and realised.... I can't do this.

I couldn't tell him about katsu. I have no idea how he would react. I can't let katsu feel pain like that, and I can't let Victor go through that pain either.

I took a deep breath and looked at him my mind going ninety on excuses.

"Victor what I wanted to tell you was..." I muttered scratching the back of my neck as I looked at him.

His eyes were filled with what looked like concern. He always hated when I kept things from him and right now I was hiding possibly the biggest thing in his life from him.

"I broke up with you because I was scared you would leave me" I blurted out to replace the katsu topic.

My eyes widened and my cheeks heated up. Did I just say that? I mean it wasn't a lie that's why I did it but... that? Out of all the excuses that is what I came out with?

Victors gaze softened and went into what appeared to be a sad expression.

"Yuri... why didn't you talk to me about this?" He asked reaching out and gently touching my face, his soft fingertips gliding smoothly across my cheek as his eyes peered down into mine.

It felt as though a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders, I was glad I told him, but at the same time the same heaviness stayed in my heart from the fact I was hiding his son.

"I-I was just scared I guess..." I mumbled back completely transfixed in his touch and gaze.

"Yuri... I would have never broken up with you, ever..." he whispered as he moved his hand down my neck and shoulders.

I felt as though everywhere he touched was on fire, my whole skin tingling with each graze of his fingers. At this moment it was like there was no one else in the world but us.

His hand soon found my waist and I felt it tug my body closer. My eyes trailed down to see where his other hand was going which was following suit to rest on my waist.

I then looked up into his eyes completely lost in the moment we were caught up in.

His perfect blue eyes flicked between my own eyes and my lips.

Mine did the same, all I could concentrate on was how soft and pink his lips looked and how warm his body was next to mine.

His face was coming closer to mine.

His eyes began to close...

I fluttered mine closed and waited for the feeling of his lips to touch mine.

Then...

Buzz!..

The sound of my phone going off knocked me back into my senses. I quickly pulled back from him and pulled my phone out seeing a text from Nishikori.

Hey yuri, katsu fell down on the ice and Is after hurting his leg, he's crying out for you so if you're not busy could you come down to him?

I sighed gently feeling guilty about not being there for my son.

"Sorry Victor I have to go.." I whispered before quickly running out.

As much as it pained me to run away from him. Katsu has to come first, and right now he needs me.

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