When he loved me.. ~Victuri MPreg~

Yuri

Looking out he door at the man I loved walk away again broke my already shattered heart. The small pieces of hope that were left, I was mending, I was mending them because I wanted a family so badly with him... but now... now I had fallen back where I was before... broken and alone...

Tears welled up in my eyes as he ran away from view. He was actually gone... what I thought would happen did...

Salty hot tears ran down my cheeks and onto Katsu's jet black hair. I couldn't control the faucet that lived in my eyes as hey continued to pour my pain through the hazel orbs I had.

Katsu looked up at me. His tiny toddler hands reaching up and wiping my eyes like I always did to him when he was upset.

"You are my sunshine,
My only sunshine,
You make me happy,
When sky's are grey."

I looked down to see my son gently singing those words. His small eyes looking up into mine as he rested his head against my chest. I couldn't help but smile lightly at how he was doing everything I did to make him feel better.

"You'll never know dear,
How much I love you,
Please don't take my sunshine away.."

He sang, and boy did it help me. I was here crying over Victor leaving and not wanting anything to do with Katsu, but I still had this miracle, the best little boy in the entire world loved me and I loved him. Who needs Victor when I have a child like Katsu here with me now?

I gently hummed the rest of the song to him as I rocked him gently in my arms. I could tell that he was getting sleepy due to the few hums he was letting out and how he snuggled closer to my chest.

I slowly made my way up the stairs towards Katsu's bedroom. His little hands clinging onto my shirt in his way of saying 'don't worry mommy'.

I placed a gentle kiss on his head as I laid him down in his bed. Immediately, his arms were wrapped around the small ice skate shaped pillow that he loved and his face smushed up against it. His thumb, as if out of instincts went into his mouth as he suckled gently on it.

I smiled and placed another kiss to his forehead before making my way out to my own bedroom.

Once I was in there, I threw myself back onto the bed thinking things over. Why would Victor react so badly like that? He loved me didn't he?!

I felt anger starting to rise up through my body, each vein pumping rage everywhere and at a fast speed. How dare he do that to our son!!.... no.... my son!!

He has never been there for Katsu! Never! The day he finds out he exists he freaks out and leaves! Well not this time! I have so much to say to him about this that my brain cannot even function right!

He will except the fact that he has a child and will apologise for acting the way he did to him!

He will!

Now you've upset mama yuri!!

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Hi. I know I know short chapter but I just wanted to update quickly since I have a lot to do with going back to school and stuff 😊

So, somebody told me a few days ago that I should ask for people to draw scenes from the book, like fan art.

I don't know, I don't think the book is got enough for fan art but she just suggested it.

Thank you for reading!!

Author chan out!!

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