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Will I ever be able to put it behind me? How can you ever put that kind of stuff behind you, especially since it has happened ever since you can remember?
Do you sit there and ponder on what to do next? Do you look behind your shoulder every second and see if someone is watching you or following you?
No one understands how many questions I ask myself each and every day.
But will YOU? I mean, have you ever been in this type of situation before?
I hope and pray you have not.
“Sometimes the past comes back up, whether you like it or not” Jared says.
“I’ve noticed…” I sighed to myself.
“And sometimes that past can be for the good”
“Sometimes I wish it would be, I keep wondering what I could have done differently with Josh”
“Heather, there are things you or I couldn’t have done to change what he did, no one could stop what he was doing, not even the love of his life could stop it, when anger consumes you, it is so hard to stop, it’s like someone else is controlling you, but you can hear and see what you are doing but you cannot stop it, even if you tried.”
“Wow, have you been through something like this? I mean, with anger and stuff?”
“I rather not bring up MY past; it has been a difficult road. I still cannot change the past, I will always remember everything. If we could start again, would that change the end? WE remember everything”
That statement still lingers in my head when Jared and I walk back to Josh’s house.
We enter the house and see a mess all over the place, papers and furniture askew.
“What the heck happened here?” Jared exclaims.
“I…have no clue” I started picking up papers when Jared motioned me to stop.
All of the sudden, I heard the breaking of glass.
I looked up at Jared and I started toward the noise.
What we saw, I knew was going to happen sooner or later.
But this time, it was sooner.
“YOU ARE TAKING HER AWAY FROM ME!! WE HAVE BEEN FIGHTING CONSTANTLY!” Matt yells at Josh.
“WELL, I WONDER WHY!” Josh yells back.
“ITS YOU, YOU IDIOT!”
“HOW COULD IT POSSIBLY BE ME?!”
“HMM, YOU TELL ME SINCE YOU ARE PLANNING THIS! I KNOW IT! IM NOT THAT STUPID!”
“CLEARLY YOU ARE! IM NOT TRYING ANYTHING!” I could see Josh’s face starting to get red, and I know when that happens, he is about to punch something, or someone.
I looked at Jared for assistance, “LADIES! Please stop!”
Matt looked over at Jared and saw me standing there beside him, “And who the hell are you?!”
“I’m Josh’s brother, Jared. Nice to meet you”
“Oh great, there is another one of you?!” Matt asked Josh.
“Lovely, isn’t it?” Josh smiles.
“Not really. I prefer NONE. Come on, Heather…we are going home. Now” Matt told me.
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Abused And Used
Teen Fiction18 year old Heather thought she had it all, a perfect boyfriend, the perfect grades, and a best friend Matt, who she loved since Middle School, But everything changed when Heather's boyfriend Josh's mother died from cancer, he started abusing her ev...
